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I've felt out of touch with reality the last few days. My vision would keep shifting to the right as if I'm falling slightly, which would then actually make me stumble because I'd get confused. My skin is starting to get itchy again, my arms, my arms they itch. I don't know what people are...

Okay, so I am completely determined to have a flat belly. @Simply Simon suggested I make a thread for planks :D here we go: First week: plank for thirty seconds (or 45 if you're up to it) in the middle and both sides. Remember to breathe, trust me. Stretch right after and at the end of the...

I guess you could say that it started with the divorce. One day, dad was there. The next, he was gone. I don't remember any fighting, I don't remember much of that time at all. I do remember mom had a few boyfriends after dad left. I remember that dad a friends. Then dad got really depressed and...

I don't understand why this is such a hard concept. I don't understand why people feel the need to touch others that they aren't all that close to. It's an invasion, it's terrifying, and I want it to stop. It was a really stressful day for everyone at work. Huge truck, not enough staff, super...

Two of my coworkers, T (who's a good friend of mine and knows about some of the trauma I've gone through) and K (who's new to the store and has given me a bad vibe since day one) were having a debate about animal testing in the break room before we all clock in. T thinks that having people on...

Oh god I'm starting to disassociate these aren't my hands no they aren't f*ck I can't keep doing this

Trigger warning, I guess. Sorry this is so long but it's kind of a long story kind of deal. I don't remember most of my childhood. A lot of you can relate I'm sure; there are more blank spaces than memories for a little over 14 years of my life. A lot of people, almost everyone I know in...

I titled this one on my iTunes "Insomniac." Made it after a really bad nightmare at 3:30am. Hope you enjoy it and please share some songs of your own! I love new music. Insomniac. Arsonists Lullaby by Hozier. Broken by Seether feat. Amy Lee. Car Radio by twenty one pilots. Crawling by...

I'm already having a hard time falling asleep and staying asleep. And then I keep getting these nightmares and this last one really got to me and I don't know why and now I don't feel safe in my bedroom. In the dream, I'm changing the station on my radio and it's dark in my room, but with a blue...

It's not that I want to die exactly. Just that I find it easier than living I suppose. I think about it a lot. More often than not, how I would do it. And then I wonder who would care, who would pretend they knew me, who would be disgusted or angered. I think about it more when I'm depressed...

I'm new to this, talking about my problems with people who actually understand, at least I hope you do. I have a blog and all, but let's be honest, no one really takes the time to read what I have to say. I've come to find that nobody cares about anyone else's misery unless it benefits them. I'm...