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    Misjudgement and triggers

    Hi, it's been a while since I've been on here. I'm just dealing with a lot of emotions right now. It's been 3+ years since I dated my abusive ex. Last month for the first time since my abuse I developed a crush on someone. I've has mild attractions before, but this was the first time I felt...
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    Sexual Assault Midnight nightmares of assault and doubts

    It's been almost a year since I high tailed it and ran from college because things were getting dangerous. Lately some things have been sinking in. I had to disappear from everyone I knew except my immediate family. Going by an alias, which is now so comfortable I forget my real name. I woke...
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    Lost my job...

    I feel like life has been a bit of a roller coaster of events. I wrote before about my trainer who yelled at me all the time. After Christmas break she was better for a little bit, but then it started up again, and it became hard to work. So last week I set up a meeting with my boss, and met...
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    Staying silent on suicidal ideation

    Hey guys! So I had been doing well for a while, but then things got hard at work. I keep making mistakes. I feel like I forget everything people have told me, people talk and I can't seem to remember anything unless I write it down, and my brain will filter things out so I don't remember what...
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    I know i'm a terrible person for thinking this...

    So I recently had a conversation with some people that was interesting. I find it hard sometimes when people complain about little issues and act like their life is ending. Such as not getting the window with a view, having a cold, or their cereal wasn't at the store. Or worse act like their...
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    Sexual Assault Recovery

    Hey guys! I don't get on a whole lot because I'm so busy, but I thought I would reach out. It's been a year since I left my abuser. So much has happened. My PTSD was so bad. I lost so many friends who just found what happened too difficult, or they believed my abuser. I was told by some police...
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    Other Complicated health issues and ptsd dog?

    So I'm finally in a place where I am safe and can heal. It's taken a while, but I found proof for myself that it all really occurred and I can't stay in denial any longer. It's sad but also relieving. I mostly have two questions concerning health problems related to PTSD. While informing two...
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    Trusting flashbacks and emdr

    Several months ago I was in an extremely abusive situation. I'm now in the middle of an investigation with the police. I started EMDR a couple months ago, and it brought up a lot of blocked memories. There were weeks I just don't remember, and everything is very hazy. I was in and out of the...
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    Sufferer Ptsd Confusion And Acceptance

    Hi guys! I've been watching this page for a little while but have finally decided to register. I can't give a whole lot of details, but suffice to say I was dating someone a few months ago that was abusive but I didn't realize it at the time. I felt like I was in a fog. After the breakup I...
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