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The dreaded date is soon and i have no desire to celebrate it whatsoever. I don't care about the gifts or attention or dishes. My appetite is barely above zero and during my birthday the one who caused my life is always grumpy for any reason. Once it was because I didn't make a list of things...

i know how frustrating it is when you're attached to someone dearly and have nothing to talk about with them. the way i learned that is not the point though. what is, is that i can barely maintain a convo with mom about basically anything because she quickly changes the topic and it always...

i am not a fan of falling over in general but the fear of tripping on staircases is unbelievable compared to the former. i am clumsy as hell and have an experience of breaking a bone due to getting stuck with one of my limbs in ice, hence the fear of walking on foot during the winter. the...

I don't have much to live for anymore. At least it does feel so. I left my friends because I don't want to make them sad and be witnesses of my decline if it is. Basically I live to keep making mom happy, by getting her what she wants to buy, or my diy stuff. I wouldn't worry if I didn't wake up...

well someone who participated in conceiving me (it makes my stomach turn about even thinking of calling him dad) has always been trying to fine tune me so that i suffice his vision of me (not mine), it got to the point of him insisting that i must stop taking my meds as well as stop getting...

hello, i am an afab dude from Russia, I am 27 years old and until recently (~few years have passed, fish memory) i was oblivious to what has been going on in this household. i have diagnosed cptsd along with bipolar and asd, also chronic migraines if that is relevant, no idea. it is hard for me...