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welcome to the forum. I also suffer from childhood trauma so i definitely get it. It's a long hard road and it's not going to be easy. But it will leave you stronger it may not feel that way all the time. But it will get better. Keep coming back, keep posting, keep working. We will all be here...

I have the same thing going only with a different time period (like 6-8pm) With me, the anger thing comes out. The littlest things set me off, easily triggered. Through work with my T, I've come to realize that this goes back to my trauma from childhood which some of my many traumas took place...

FLIPPED** which i feel horrible about she is back to normal now i will not let that happen again

I am in therapy once a week. I have pushed her away and now in my stupid ass way of shutting down and being a horrible version of me. I f*cked up even worse I just got a dog on Fri and was to start training soon for her to be a PTSD service dog but I flip out on her verbally for misbehaving...

I F*UCKING HATE ME GRRRRRRRRRR

Well f**k it has finally happened after months of fear it all comes true. My other half to be has said the words I never wanted to hear her say "I HATE YOU" so yet another one for the statistics. Broken home, broken relationship,and broken heart. She promised she would never say that but I knew...

When you can start to connect the dots to recognize what causes which trigger. And use some of your tools to deal with said trigger.

I guess the question is how do you deal with it /stop it /live with it >/>/>/?

Ok so when my (stress cup) is full to the top and the anxiety is kicked in high speed. my kids(parker 6 and abbie 4) tend to burn my fuse alot quicker till the point i blow up in-turn i feel 500% better that the stress is diminished but then i feel 1000% worse (whole new stress) cause i blow up...

ok went to see the med doc and got some new meds to try paxil CR-for anxiety, lorazepam-for acute anxiety, and prazosin for sleep anyone have any experience with any or all of these

just wanted to put a big thankyou out there. All the information that has been put up in reply has been very helpful.

@theshadowoftheliving Welcome to the forums.

State is PA I hope it passes

@Ben Bhoy, welcome to the forum

@ Vinny Welcome to the Forum

The state I live in is getting ready to introduce a bill (which is very likely to pass) for medical cannabis use(smoke-able and cannabis oil) and PTSD, depression, and anxiety are on the list what are some thoughts on the matter.

I am the same way have been forever. But with me it is because during the time frame when I was abused it would make it worse if I did. One of the many many things I have to work on.

Of monsters and men pretty much anything by them but some examples (Little talks, King and lionheart, Mountain sound, etc)

I went to my first therapy session to day and as said on here it was not that bad other then having to talk about my abuse(at least what i could). Had my self stressed out for nothing it went very well. I let them know when I got there that I was feeling a lot of anxiety and what my concerns...

@Hansgrohe I agree 100% and can relate

@risingsun Thank you i hope she works out and i will update

@Momofthree thank you you are right i have survived way worse just need to calm down @Solara I have been but not for my trauma. I was mis-diagnosedand and treated for for that on and off for the past 25 years. (Never told any one about some of the trauma and was made to hide the rest ie...

OK first Therapy session is on Monday and over the past two days my Anxiety has been very high im scared to go im scared to not go are they going to be mean, nice, care, not care im scared if i don't i will drive my wife away and loose my kids but what if going makes it worse two days away and I...

I should mention this has happened before but its been awhile

Thank you @Anarchy ,@otakujome ,and @Momofthree your replies are definitely helpful