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Hello, That is how I am full of rage and I work out to try and get rid of it all so I do not bring it home. I feel bad because my kids deserve a better father. A father that has patience with them. I would die if anything happened to them. -Jc I am sorry that this happened to you. Sorry...

Hello all, I need some advice or help with my issue i am having. I don't know how to approach it or deal with it. I love all my children. I have 3 boys and they are all intelligent in their own ways. I have a son that is 5 years old, he suffers from autism. I find myself sometimes getting...

Thanks ill try that but I really dislike doctors because I feel like they just want to give me pills to dismiss the real issues and don't try and get down to the root cause on how I can live a normal productive life. I love life, I love my wife and kids, and the things I have accomplished. On...

Thank you I appreciate your feedback. I like cars but hate doing the work on them. I guess it would be something I could pursue with minimal interaction. I like electrical engineering but I don't know squat about electrical things.

I guess I get worried if I don't get the medication while I start taking them how I will feel. Or if I will have suicidal thoughts, because I have real young children.

Yes, I feel hopeless.

Well it seems like whatever I do I can't adapt to the world. I graduated with a bachelors in engineering and want to use my degree but cant stay at a place long enough to be productive.

Yes, but I hate how they make me feel. I would rather die than be medicated.

I'm sorry this condition really really sucks

So do you suggest me going into some type of job that requires to be in the medicine field?

I never thought about that but I wouldn't even know where to start

Yes I know the feeling it's terrible I literally can only hold a job down for one or two months and then I quit.

Hello all, For the longest time I've had trouble holding down a job as I can remember. I was just researching to look at the traits of having ADHD and it seems adults that have ADHD are impulsive and have a hard time holding down a job. it's like I build up these scenarios in my head where...

Oh I look forward to speaking with you.

How to let go of what happened 5 years ago and to never think about these individuals ever again. how can I let go of something that happened that far back and just leave it alone.

@The Albatross I have made the decision and have stuck with it since 2010 but I feel that know matter what they will end up trying to hurt me because my situation with them I made in the past.

I just want to let go but don't know how. I want these people that are no longer important to get out of my head.

@The Albatross what do you mean? Can you elaborate? I get my anxiety and ptsd just make me constantly think about all the negatives and paranoid that those individuals from past (previous friends) would try and hurt me.

I want to forgive but i do not know how to forgive. I also want to forget because i want to live my life with peace. I do not want this to overweight good in my life. I know that the past is the past and i want to keep it there. I just do not know how to do it. I guess leaving the state and...

I agree the only person that is hurting is me but i guess what i am holding on to is the betrayal of the fact your word is the only thing that proves your integrity so when someone is like "i have love for you or i care about you" and they do not follow through on their word that is when i feel...

How to let go of the past? Okay how do I let go of everyone that I felt has crossed me and did me wrong? The people that told me, I have your back and when in reality they did not. How do I let go of my mother not being a parent and not guarding me from a world that is so effing messed up? How...

Hello Everyone, I was wondering, i know there are other threads out there but if anyone has recently had this therapy? I am very much interested in it. I was watching a YouTube video where this veteran was using MDMA illegally to treat his PTSD. The way he described the PTSD really took the...

@KwanYingirl That is great you were able to do that with your kids and you have that connection with them. I just feel i breed independent individuals, i want them to be resourceful and can one day take care of their own without me and my wife. She is a very dependent when it comes to her family...

@KwanYingirl well my in laws are not that bad, i just feel that it is my wifes duty, her loyalty to your family to stick up for us when there is no equality. I just think that if you treat a child one way, all should be treated the same. Its like when you go to the store you do not buy just for...

@Hansgrohe i am the same way it sucks and is so hard to let go of my rage, i know it is part of me and i cannot do anything about it. I do have a therapist but havent seen in a while but thinking about going back. I just started up smoking medical cannabis today.