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Well hello all, it's been a good few months since I've been here, but all I have is good news. I have left the refuge hurrah I was there for 9months. I have a stunning new house a dog called tia. I am seeing my children more and more. My mood still fluctuates and nightmares still trouble me. But...

Saw my children it was amazing on the plus side on the down side my weight has dropped again hoping the nausea from the tablets will subside soon

okay, today was therapy day, it was very positive. I'm learning to recognise my symptoms sometimes and get back some control. I also had my letter following an appointment with the mental health service re diagnosing PTSD along with major depression anxiety and borderline personality disorder...

I'm still sat in my room in the refuge my safe place. Court got adjourned again today, but I am glad I didn't give up. I still need help deal with the old trauma and the new. In the last year I have had a nervous breakdown, been physically and emotionally abused kidnapped and locked in a flat &...

I have been on mitrazapine for almost a year not but have had venaflaxine added in on day two and feel really odd nauseous like motion sickness no appetite. Is this normal

Omg- when a door slams and you turn the opposite direction and you literally run into what ever is behind you something because your not thinking and forget what is actually behind you. Serious ouch. But it made the rest of the girls laugh and me when I had stopped freaking!

I am so alone but so sure I'm in the right place, I haven't slept well for days. But have now acted to stop all the messages I have deactivated Facebook and what's app and all is quiet for now. But I'm tired and tears still keep rushing despite me trying to stop them. I miss her so desperately...

Okay so some of you will know me from over a year ago when my delayed onset PTSD was diagnosed after I had a nervous break down after I got assaulted at work which brought my childhood trauma crashing down on me. My partner didn't know how to deal with me, we became so distant and I ended up in...

Just arrived home long wet drive, she's been at my door two letters have been hand delivered. She has left another 3 voice mail and more texts and her mother has too. I have parked my car half a mile away in a public car park hidden between two vans. I have put my hair extensions in so look...

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I never actually had an eating disorder either I just have stress related ibs my PTSD triggers flare ups. Hey aren't we all complex this is where you can say what ever is on your mind. Take care x

B Because as someone who has suffered when the digestive tract shuts down its about restarting it so you can ramp it up again I'm only suggesting as like a day or two to kick start the feeling of hunger. Randomly my kick star at 6st1oz was 2 camenbert cubes 1cm3 2 strawberries an after eight...

Strawberries and raspberries are pretty good to tiny but tasty and you can graze

Don't go for slim fast they may have nutrients but calorie restricted best to go for the fattening stuff rather than low cal

I have been told I am point blank not allowed it unless absolutely nothing else works as it can make it it worse it its child hood and multiple traumas. But for some it can work and I think it gets worse before it gets better its to do with processing the memories with the logical side of the...

I am feeling the same and have you tried nurishment drink or complan they are like meals in a can like slim fast but for putting weight on a milkshake with 400ish calories. They are palatable especially if you go for chocolate or banana. You can add a blended real bananas when you're ready to...

Gap hoodies are normally £45 here I got them for £10

thanks I am going back to my house tonight eek. But I have got myself some new clothes and some hair extensions so I am unrecognisable extreme maybe u but it makes me feel safe. I got the best t-shirt today with the slogan stressed depressed but well dressed. I saw it and smiled! I went to an...

Have you spoken to you Dr about this I suffer horrific nightmares and have tablets to help me sleep calmly they mainly work I have less than I used to its not perfect but way better its worth a try xx

Thanks everyone. I have now established contact with my sister mum dad and god parents none of whom I have been allowed to talk to. But in all fairness I have to take responsibility I could have walked earlier or shouldn't have been so blind. But hey past is past. I have re contacted everyone...

Thanks it's going to be tough I have left town for my safety and the police have promised to protect me. But I am going to do it for my two babies and my very new niece who I met today

Well I used to spend a lot of time on here the last time I was on here was in July when I was in a psychiatric unit, I left there split up with my husband was made homeless and refused any access to my children. I was accused of being an alcoholic. I met another partner went to court got the...

So I've been kicked out of emergency accommodation, been taken in by my girlfriend. Flat hunting. On mess doing well I will comment on post when I have more time. But I'm safe and well

So today my car has gone to the shop for 4 days following a crash, I have Drs in half hour to get sick note and meds. I then have housing association appt for more form filling I'm surviving and surprisingly calm and happy. Life does go on and I'm living it I miss my babies who are on the family...

So movedx out of my house completely today all my stuff is give my mother in law helped me pack. I am now in town not panicking having lunch with my lady