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My therapist feels that the Holocaust nightmares in which I witness myself being raped by the Third Reich; or other children being raped--IS LiNKED to the rape & molestation that occurred to me by the doctor when I was 3-10 years old. While I have been working on my PTSD issues that I have from...

I have not been on a date in a decade due to my PTSD..it feels like living in a war zone. I have been in therapy for about a year and a half now--with my Rabbi, who is also a licensed therapist. He said there is hope for me in the future with having a positive relationship. And that, my partner...

I agree with you--people who are "sensitive" sense different "types" of energy. The energy that takes place in my Holocaust nightmares--is the # 1 energy that absolutely horrifies me. Other "energy" does not. Here is an example: our property resides on the Otoe Indian trading route. Their tribe...

I was diagnosed by a qualified doctor 6 months ago-- who has been working with me for approximately 2 years. I was raped & molested as a child from ages 3-10 by a male physician. 3 years later--I began having Holocaust nightmares at age 13. Many of which -- where I am being raped by the Third...

Whenever I would have 4-5 Holocaust nightmares in one night-- and the would continue to ramp-up in this way for months? I would pray to G-d that this night be my final one. Most people look forward to sleeping. Me? I am more exhausted from the process vs. trying to ride it out and stay awake...

In my Holocaust nightmares I am usually a very young teenager--13-14 years old. I have fragments of coming from a secure family, but am alone in the concentration camps. I spend most of my time in 1 of 3 places: A. Standing in line at the gas chamber & getting gassed. B. Getting tossed into the...

I began having Holocaust Nightmares at age 13. They have lasted over 30 years. I wasn't born Jewish. I wasn't hanging out with the Holocaust by reading about it, watching scary movies about it, or engaged with the Jewish community whatsoever. My nightmares began in the month of April--the month...

I have walked out of therapy sessions several times. I think there is a difference between "smart" people and "intelligent" people: --A smart person can't be taught anything: they already know it all. A smart ass= a dumb ass --An intelligent person has the desire and willingness to learn. For...

I have had nightmares about the Holocaust for 30 years. I was not born Jewish. I was not hanging out with the Holocaust--watching movies or reading about it when they began. They did, however start in the month of April--which is Hitler's birthday. Prior to my nightmares beginning at age 13, I...

I am wondering on what you classify as a "nightmare?" I have had nightmares about the Holocaust for 30 years. They began at age 13. They have continued for 30 years. In them, I am a teenager--sometimes male, other times female. I am waiting in line at the gas chamber, dying in the crematoria...

I have had nightmares about the Holocaust for 30 years. They began at age 13: 3 years AFTER the molestation stopped. I was molested/ raped from age 3-10 by my physician. My mother was having an affair with him. The first real, actual memory I have as a child--is of the doctor raping me. I...