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“Some catastrophic moments invite clarity, explode in split moments: You smash your hand through a windowpane and then there is blood and shattered glass stained with red all over the place; you fall out a window and break some bones and scrape some skin. Stitches and casts and bandages and...

hey @Kiralia, welcome. This is definitely a place for support and healing. Thank you for introducing yourself. Take a look at the forums and check out the chat! We have really good people here and we are non-judgmental and here to listen. Good Luck!

Wow, jmh, that really sucks... I can definitely say that people that do not understand will say, hey just relax! Well, asshole don't u think if I could "just relax" I wouldn't have done that? ugh, people get me so mad...I had a panic attack on Saturday and I just kept trying my best to focus on...

Thanks @ladee . I need the encouragement no matter what direction I chose to go. @lostforgottensoul, I am not even sure... I know that I love him and I cant imagine a future without him.. But I do know that I do need to find myself.. I need to work on me... I am not sure what to do or what will...

thanks Noa :hug:

I've been struggling with my divorce... Something in my heart tells me I should not let it go. When is the right time? I know these are questions no one can truly answer but I feel like I am going to explode and maybe that would be best. I have PTSD, but so does he. I have been in therapy and...

You Rock Ms Spock! And to all you wonderful strong women remember: A pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear [that results] from the injury of the oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been...

Feeling so broken and alone..................... “Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet. There is nothing they won’t tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness. However, the moment you betray them, reject them or devalue them, they become the worse...

Mytime... I know exactly what you are going through... My husband and I are going through a similar situation. He has completely shut me out. I am giving him time and honestly at this point I am unsure of what the outcome will be... I wish they could realize that the PTSD is making the choices...

confused... lost in a sea of my thoughts and the storm to come only ensures that the destruction followed is detrimental to my soul... :(

I agree with Ladee. I don't know how I got here but honestly, this site and the wonderful people in it have supported me through some harsh times. My trauma was 12 years ago and I never told a soul. It has not been easy but therapy and support have allowed me to start a process that I thought...

That is great Albatross, I am very glad that slowly but surely you are getting there. Definitely an accomplishment.

Thank you so much rag doll. I thought oh god, I'm getting worse! It makes sense that all of these changes are affecting me.. I try to take it one moment at a time because I don't want my panic attacks to get worse... I appreciate you taking the time to read! :)

Hello Bubbles... I wish I could give you great advice but I am sorta in the same boat as you... PTSD is definitely difficult to live with both as a sufferer and a supporter... There is no right answer at this moment.. he needs his time.. No one can know at this point if he will come back.. Or if...

I am definitely working on that Sheila.. I just wasn't sure if it was "normal" I am trying my best to go to therapy and not focus on those millions of negative things happening in my life.. Obviously I am a work in progress... thanks for reading

Thanks Sheila, I am.. I just started this week.. It was just something that hit me out of nowhere and honestly it made me feel like I was losing it...

So.. ok.. here goes... I have been diagnosed with PTSD.... The last couple of days have been really weird...Granted the last few months of my life have definitely been tough.... going through divorce, finally being diagnosed after 10 plus years... living with all of this bottled up... My husband...

Ahhh!!!!! Is it possible I'm suddenly bipolar? am I going through a psychotic break? I have terrible mood swings... One minute I am the happiest person in the world, positive outlook and hopeful... and then I feel like dying would give me peace.. I do not plan or want to die, but there's...

i know.. they're like "mom!!!!!!!!! I cant breathe" well right now they are with my husband and I am at my moms... it makes it so hard... but I would never abandon them

I am glad... in a world of people that do not understand... we have each other!

I am a very loyal. When I give my heart I give completely...I am a hard worker... and I am thankful for my supportive family who is there when life decides to be cruel... oh and my doggies!

thank you.. I am trying my damnest... you are right, its hard... I just wish it was over...

today is not a good day... I feel empty.. I feel unloved... I feel that the cosmos has conspired to make me feel insignificant and not worth it... How can someone who swore to love u hurt you? I cant continue on this road... I feel like the air has left the room and I'm begging someone to help...

Welcome Satuma. I am glad you finally signed up.. It is very helpful, and the members are great.. They try and make everyone feel welcomed! I am also glad you are starting on this road of healing. Wish you best of luck and success!

I hurt.. I hurt... I hurt.. I want this gone... How could someone who said would love me forever hurt me this way? How is this fair? What have I done to deserve this? I hate my life.. I wish I just stop it all.. End this nonsense... I don't want to die.. Just end this.. Just go to sleep and wake...