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it’s really hard for me not to take my anger and depression out on my little sister. she wasn’t taken advantage of by an older girl and she’s always happy. i always feel guilty but it’s so hard not being jealous of her. now, i’d never wish my trauma on her or anyone else, i just wish i had what...
hey, it’s been a while
i’ve been in a really tough spot these past few months. because of my depression along with panic attacks, i barely go out with family anymore or talk that much to anyone. i also starve myself sometimes, but my grandma and mom makes me eat when she finds out im doing it...
dont worry!! this thread is old and i told my mother everything and she supports me. im getting help really soon and the dhr came to speak to me and ask questions. im going to a professional on april 6th and a trial between me and my cousin will be held and hopefully she’ll get arrested. thank...
I see.. im sorry you had a bad childhood. :(
also, i like your tank girl profile picture! jamie hewlett is one of my favorite artists. :)
Ooh, I see.. It’s good to know that it’s kind of normal, so i don’t feel all alone.
I’m really sorry about your past.. :( but i’m glad things are getting...
UPDATE - I might get help
My mom called DHR and took me to the police station. I told them everything about what happened.
They told me that I’m gonna go to a professional on April 6th and honestly, i’m kind of nervous. I’m still having bad thoughts, but not as had as before. I just keep...
Thank you all for your advice and support.
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I finally told my mom i was sexually abused by my cousin and the weight off my chest is gone. But.. here’s the bad side. Everytime something that has to do with rape/csa really makes me anxious and upset. it really...
My art teacher likes my art and says that i’ve improved. but im not good at expressing my feelings in words.. maybe i can draw art about what i went through?
I dont know if im safe. I haven’t seen my cousin since then, but her grandma lives next to my grandma. I could ask where she is and talk to her about it, but it’s unlikely i’d do it. Besides, my family isnt the touchy feely time, so i don’t know if i should tell them im depressed. The things...
no, i don’t.. i’m too scared to tell anyone else because of how they’ll react. and thank you! it took my a while to make an account here, but it’s great to know that im getting support,,
so, here we go. i remember going over to my older cousin’s (she was probably in her early teens) house when i was about 8 or 9– alone. Whenever i would wanna play video games, she always suggested something sexual and always touched me in bad places. I didnt know how to feel. I always did it...