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Hi Wyakin. I'm thinking of you and hope you are feeling better. :)

Thinking of you...do you have your bunny?

I'm so sorry that you can't pick someone you want and w/o having to go thru some course. I wish I could help you with that!!! What is the course?

I hope you can start therapy soon. I believe that can really help the healing. I was 5yrs old when first abused. I had buried things so long that I can't get thru to me. I believe starting soon after trauma event is important. Hope you do soon and find someone who is good for you...

Thanks akin! It depends on the person for hugs. I don't feel safe with hugs from family members. I crave hugs now but they have to be from the right person, a safe person. They can be so comforting and grounding. I do have a couple friends where hugs are ok but not frequent. My T and I...

I don't know if this is transference but I understand the feeling. I have trust issues and am extra sensitive/aware of certain things/people due to past experiences. I think it's important to trust your own instincts, "gut feeling". Although not everyone is a predator(male) or abusive there...

Hi again, I'm glad you have the bunny. it's not sad! All that matters is that it works for you! It would be nice to have a real time conversation if you're interested. We can do that here right? -km:unsure:

Hi wyakin. I don't know how he survived. If my friend Wanda had been 30-60 min later I think he would have died. I get in down mode coz I feel so alone, lonely. When those "parts" of me take over I struggle to manage very old and ingrained self-beliefs. I have some friends I can talk to but...

@Wyakin Hi again, I haven't been on for a while. Business trip and then my neighbor sent her husband to feed my dogs and he fed my Max 24 doses of phenobarb. Thought was his dog food! 1,604 dollars later he is okay. I have been between high focus and really down mode. I function when I have to.

Thanks Wyakin. You hang in there and I shall to. Hope to "talk" with you later. Gotta go to work.

I find feeling so vulnerable very scary. Sounds like you have a friend who understands. Hang in there..

Thanks. I wish you good people and support in your life to help you through this. As I am learning though, even with this, that it is a most difficult journey. I seriously started mine 2 1/2 years ago after broke leg and rehabbing at home. All this stuff that I had buried for so long seemed...

@Wyakin I can definitely relate. It's horrible. I struggle most when I am home alone and so very lonely.Does this ever get better?