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Thank you for your hope inspiring response. I don't even want to commit suicide anymore so why is it always there? What if he's not as understanding as I hope? What if its just blown off as me being unreasonable. I'm so frustrated with myself!!!

I'm not sure he'd read the whole thing. I could try. I have a hard time even telling him what I'm doing when I'm looking for answers and PTSD help. He just asked me" what are you doing?" And my response is "looking up stuff. PTSD stuff." It feels like he thinks its some joke and my responses do...

This thread has been a little blessing. Lately I've been having so many issues with this I'm glad to know its not only me and I'm no completely losing my mind. It's like a ten pound weight was pulled off my chest. How do I explain the dissociation to my partner? Right now I just shut down when...

Would you miss me when I'm gone? Or would you hate me for being wrong? I waited to live my life so long, why would I end it after just one song? Would you forgive me if I left? Pray for my soul, may it be blessed? Inside my head, who knew it was stressed? Is their any way to heal me, any way...

It's so hard to get help when you're broke, have no insurance and don't know where to start :( thank you for the options

I've been used to the flash backs for a long time now constant memories of a horrible childhood but lately they've been little screen shots or clips of dreams along with memories. Bad or good but equally non-important. I was able to deal with the new assault on my everyday life but a couple...

Good morning or afternoon everyone and thank you for all my welcomes!!!! I'm looking forward to not dealing with this alone anymore. I spent much of last night in the vault, doing some well advised reading, and so far I love this website.

I have high hopes but I'm sure you know that never lasts that long. I really hope to see that people go through the same things that I do well not really because I wouldn't wish this roller coaster on anyone, but just so, for once I don't feel like I'm surrounded by people that don't know...

Thank you so much for your warm welcomes and replies :) I deffinately will check out those articles

Hello my name is rose and I joined this site to maybe get some different viewpoints and advice on what I can do in my situation. I'm so utterly sick and exhausted of living like this. It's not fair to the people I love and care about either. I was diagnosed at 17 with bipolar and ptsd...