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My in laws gave me and our son back to our house and i was tickling him and he was laughing historically. It was awesome just hearing that deep belly laugh. Makes everything bad go away for a while.

Thinking about my soon to be ex wife f*cking her 60 yr old boss while I was in inpatient therapy. Bitch ass motherf*ckers...I know there are better women out there but f*ck its hard to believe it :( -Dave

Welcome brother, Iraq vet here. Stay strong my friend!! We're all for you and eachother. Shout if ya need anything Dave

I am officially all done. Its really strange being back home but adjusting well I think. Had alot happen while there. Found out the wife has been having an affair and few weeks later said she wanted a divorce. But regardless of that shit, I feel alright. Feel like there is a tomorrow to look...

Thanks guys, its an amazing feeling to smile and laugh again.

Hey everyone!! Sorry its been a while. Im wrapping up my last week at inpatient PTSD clinic. Got my certificate for Cognitive Processing Therapy. My clinician showed me how far I came from week 2 to here at week 12. Ive come a long long way. Far from where i wanna be but very proud of what ive...

Hey bro, as I read this, im about to finish a VA inpatient PTSD program. I have learned alot and have come along way from where I was. I highly recommend going to one. Dont feel pathetic bro, you got this, you can do it :) any questions im here for you -Dave

Not a problem, I finished it Monday afternoon. What an amazing book. Haven't been on much as I'm very close to go over on my data crap on my phone. lol

Def bro. The first and only book I've picked up and not even 12 hrs later, more then halfway through. It was like reading my life after deployment. Amazing.

Reading this book now. For service members and their families for vets of OIF/OEF. Amazing book. "Courage After Fire" great read -Dave

Thomas, my friend, there are more women then men out there. Yes it hurts. But life goes on and we can't stop living. There are plenty of BETTER women out there. Ones that wont break your heart and put you down. Nows the time to reach out to friends and family and old friends you lost contact...

Just remember. The good Lord wouldn't give us anything we cant handle. Im dealing with my PTSD and working through this shit then my wife wants a divorce. Burning the candle at both ends, but you keep your eye on whats more important to you. Family/friends, religion, etc. Go out and reconnect...

Thomas, one foot in front of the other brother and keep on trudging forward. -Dave

Brother, I know what you are feeling. Been 3 yrs since ive been home. Ive f*cked up a few times and pushed her away not knowing I was. Told me she doesn't wanna be married anymore. Believe me, i know this pain you are feeling and im sure most on here do. You gotta look at the positive things you...

Hey brother, dont let go, pm ya

Great news brother!!!

I appreciate y'all very much. Im hanging in there...

Well im still inpatient PTSD, so I haven't gone home in 2 weekends. Im hurting alot. I get a text from her the other day saying she's not sure if she wants a divorce...is it.f*cked up to say I still love her?

Roger Wilco.

I appreciate the support everyone. Not fighting it doesn't make it any easier. I know ill have my moments and still have alot of crying to do. But I am ok with that. Today is a new day!!! -Dave

He's adorable. Amazing. My hero. Heart surgery at 8 days, Multiple ear infections to name a few. Melts my heart. Until he was born, I wasn't sure if I had one after Iraq, guess I still do!!

Today, our 4th yr anniversary, my wife came down to the PTSD program and tells me she cant handle it anymore. I put her through hell so I dont blame her. it hurts. Alot. But im glad she did it when I have plenty of support around. Its the hand I am dealt so i cant do anything, just mourn the...

Will do brother

3rd ID, ill take any prayers I can get for the next few days...thank you

Thanks everybody. This predicament my wife and i are in sucks. I may have realized this shit too late to save our marriage but i dont know. This is one situation where I feel out of control and sitting with that feeling is terrible. I miss her and our son something fierce... -Dave