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My X Girlfriend told me there is no shame in asking for help. I told her, no there isnt, but It sure empties the Ol Friend cabinet.

I too was a Recruiter. Hated it! Two guys from my office are in prison and command relieved for their shenanigans. And the Kid always looked you right in the eye and says "No Sir I've never been arrested". LMAO. Little serial killer, meth selling, not paying child support, bastard. Hang in...

That has been my experience as well. I've made a mess of my life and hurt people I love. I can literally think all the bad choices I've made and someone on this site has already written about it. I playfully say to myself "Better check the playbook (this site) before I do anything else crazy".

Welcome. Lot of wisdom issued on this site.

So true and comforting.

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So true and so very unfair. You guys have motivated me. I have applied to 2 different programs to help myself. I'm gonna "win" my soul back and then try to clean up the mess I've made. Thanks

Gunner why do you guys wait for us dumb grunts to fall asleep in your bird and then test fire? I didn't piss my pants it was more of a.....well you know. My father was a Vietnam vet and he was so disgusted with the VA that after his first few visits he never went back. How is it possible that...

GRIZ I failed to express myself clearly. Your rebuttal to my post has given me the opportunity to educate myself. Firstly, I hate the language "Win your claim". This implies that a "claim" is something competed for, not something earned. A benefit was promised once services were rendered...

Watchdog? They are a major part of the problem. How to "win" your claim? Oh and for diabetes. Never saw a diabetes bullet. Fakers get the duck out of here. Warriors need help. Oh and diabetes, don't get fat you pig.

I've been reading threads for a couple hours now. I'm trying to understand. Pride, anger, sad, regret, I mentioned pride? All these emotions I felt while reading the pieces of lives shared here amogst us grunts. As a Medic I've seen the physical damage combat does to this mortal coil. When...

I'm so ashamed of myself. It took all day to respond. I know I'm wrong. I thought of all the ways everyone was wrong but me. And I remembered my old 1SGT told me "You always have to shave in the mirror". I am humbled. I think it's time for me to listen more and talk less.

Thank you guys. Thank you so much for the words I needed. I know it's not necessary, but I will say it anyway. I'm sorry for the anger. I hope to one day see the beauty of a sunset. Please know I meant no disrespect. It's so hard to realize that I have turned into the the person I hate...

Man I just went for a walk to cool down. Cause you know I'm spilling my guts here and the advice I'm getting is watch a sunset. Are you ducking joking! A sunset. What the duck is that but another day of hate. And finally it's dark and my head stops hurting. A sunset, what in the he'll does...

Oh I've embraced the beast. I'm having spells of uncontrollable weeping and then rage. The only reason I'm still here is the thought of my f*cking mother being a myrter gives me just enough hate, just that little bump my body needs to go on. The soul is gone. Only a body animimatd with hate...

Sage advice one and all. And it means the world to me coming from you guys. I've put in a packet for a PTSD program with the VA. I will work on finding a way to fight the Demons. Guess now I'll trade in the Vodka and Dope for the VAs dope. As for relationships, second chances and all that...

I understand the series of bad choices I made. I also understand how alcohol/drugs have multiplied my symptoms at best. The false belief that I feel better I no longer need meds was a terrible idea. Also I should have went to the Doc and explained that the Meds were effecting my Sexual health...

I need some help here. After my last deployment I was medically retired for various physical and mental injuries. You know the deal PTSD/TBI. Once "Home" I struggled with everything. Couldn't get it out of my head. My beloved Army threw my broken ass away like a piece of trash. My wife of...

Bob please don't isolate yourself. Your people obviously will not understand, how could they, but they love you. It has taken me years to realize that it's not my loved ones fault they don't understand. Again how could they. I'm new here but have found genuine empathy and a healthy dose of...

The thing is we have each other. That's what it boils down to. "I will never leave a fallen comrade". It's not just a catchy phrase, it's why I get of bed. Hey Dr. Black you and Jimmy y'all come to Prescott, AZ. I'll take y'all to whiskey Row and we will drink our fill, tell some lies and...

Sometimes I listen to what these people are telling me and its so obvious they have no idea what's going on in my head. It's not their fault they haven't been in Combat. And I'm not saying our pain is worse than someone abused, raped, or in a car crash. It's different that's all, profoundly...

I'm so glad something positive has come from such a surreal experience. Look forward to hearing from you again.

Thanks Bro!