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Death from above lol.

When I got out I made a username and then forgot the account. And I go by both. Friends call me Xander mom calls me Alex. That's a lot of info on me. Kinda creepy lol.

2009 joined. Afghan 2011 yes bagram airfield. Damn spelled it wrong holly shit dude. Yes in injured in airborne school went to rasp right after and that's when they found my messed up neck and medical drop. Yes went to my unit with an injurie. But got it fixed two months after being there. No I...

Hello everybody, how aare we all doing? I have beeno this site for a couple months now but recently it was sugetted to me that I write one of these before I make further posts. First off aren't we all here to be able to talk about anything and recieve help or comfort from other vets? I...

What do you mean they have overnight boarder's? Do you mean people who stay overnight with the animals to watch them and what not? Ya I did the same when I needed volunteering hours for a scholarship I was applying for. I would actually enjoy doing that even if it was like you said just walking...

That's a great idea. I really like that. To volunteer at a shelter. Only thing is the closest one is a hour away. I will look more into it. Maybe the vet here needs volunteers.

I wish I could just say f him and get a dog. Can't really do that when your living under his roof rent free. I have stood up to him a lot. So far when we fight I have won about 6 where I prove him wrong. he has a very low self asteem so he has to put down other people to feel better. He is 82...

Why did u change what I said to help him be 100% better. I ment having a dog would help me be 100 times better. He is the hardest person I have met to interact with. Nobody likes to be around him or talk to him. He actually loved my dog lucky. He said if he ever were to have a dog it would have...

Thank you, She really was the best, I really thought of her as more my child than just simply a pet. She was like my negative charge, what grounded me. Without that negative charge I'm not a complete circut. Yes I know I still am, I think of her very often. I am not an emotional person but, when...

I recently moved from Arizona to Illinios in Febuary. Three weeks after getting her my dog died. She was only 5 years old. 5 years ago it was summer in Arizona 115 degree's outside. I saw a dog running loose. It took me a hour but i finally got her cornered and took her home with me. She was so...

Jimmy, You didnt't offend me at all. So dont worry about that. I agree with you cannabis has helped alot of people out. I just moved from Arizona and there it is legal with a green card so, everybody smokes there lol. I know alot of people with anxiety, pain, insomia, and PTSD. When they smoke...

viking wow that is horrible. seemed they the board was having a bad day. so did you end up returning and getting a phd? if so in what field? do you golf also? my uncle is a pro golfer. i use to work with him and golf all the time with him on a very expensive course. my pation is in astrophysics...

well yes to a degree every teen has anger but mine was really really bad and lasted till i was 20. got me into some trouble. but u didnt say did u have any mental or phsical problems before you joined? only a hour? damn that sucks. to bad its not like 8 hours where you can just be with...

did you have any previous history of this before the military? seems crazy that they say major depression but SSRIs dont work. i wonder if it is something diffrent. so smoking is really the only thing that keeps you balanced right now? thats cool got to blow $hit up for free lol. i was with 5th...

wow man that is alot right there. so besides your ptsd what other medical problems do you have? everybody says smoking weed helps alot but i dont enjoy the high for some reason.. did you finally find a SSRI that actually worked? They want to put me on one also i have taken 6 in the past and...

what meds have they had you on and off of if you dont mind me asking? i have been the same, on and off for 3 years. it was seroqeul ambien and clonapin. the ambien made me sleep walk so now im on seroqeul and clonapin but just got back on it it two months ago. it is so very hard for me to tell...

Jimmy, When i said brainwashing i ment it as they have to break you down and built you into a soldier. i ment no affence by it what so ever. i know what i volunteered for when i signed up in a time of war. i wouldnt take any of it back. i knew what i was getting into and what i might see or be...

I understand where you are coming from using anger to dismiss you'r problems. I use to be a very angry person, for no reason really. I went threw years of counseling and learned to control my anger. So, I am saying I try not to use that as a coping method. I live with my Grandpa, he makes me...

I deal with a lot of suicidal thoughts. I just feel like this life is not worth living. Like i have done all i can do in life. With all these rules and laws it just seems impossible to live a happy life. There are things in life i want to do. I want to get a PHD in astrophysics. That takes 7...

You go into the military pretty normal but usually young. You are exposed to a lot of stress and a whole new life that you never have experienced in your whole life. From day one you get brainwashed as a young adult. You push yourself and find your limits. You pass. You go to a unit, re-do all...

ya i love listening to the old vets because they have the most experience. but there are alot of guys out there who never saw combat and try to say they can relate. my grandpa was in the air force. he never deployed never saw combat never shot a gun never knew how to shoot a gun. all he knew was...

hey my name is xander i served in afghan and im having alot of problems my anxiety is crazy i cant sleep and stay asleep and im having major resentment twards my family can anybody help?