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  1. Astrid_Shadow

    Sexual Assault Anorexia & My Mother Molesting Me

    Wow this hit me on a personal level. I am a recovered anorexic so I know what its like. I completely understand. Its bad enough the anorexia makes you believe your fat when your not, it doesn't help to have others (especially loved ones) tell you otherwise. Anorexia is a battle over the mind. I...
  2. Astrid_Shadow

    I Had A Slip Up

    @Carmen J. Brown So this is normal then?
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    I Had A Slip Up

    @Deadman To anyone in general. @girlA Its too long a story but I've been this way with my mom for a long time. Unless I show I appreciate her this week she's not taking me and I'll have to bus my way there.
  4. Astrid_Shadow

    I Had A Slip Up

    Hey guys. It has not been one of my better nights. My mom and I got into it tonight about how I don't appreciate her enough and now shes not sure about bringing me to court on Saturday. Its an 8 hour trip so her company would have been appreciated. I have been having the hardest time showing...
  5. Astrid_Shadow

    I Can't Escape

    I am so sorry you went through all that. Congrats though for graduating. That's a huge step and even though it may not seem like it, it really is a huge step in the right direction. Let me say this. No one deserves to suffer. No matter how much they believe it. Suffering is part of life we all...
  6. Astrid_Shadow

    I'm So Disappointed

    Ok I'll do that as soon as possible. Thanks alis
  7. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer New Here, Hello..

    I'm the first one to respond. I am an ex anorexic. I only recently beat the sickness. I also have ptsd. I'm sorry your going through all this. I know how hard it is to live with an eating disorder since I've had mine since I was 12 and only just beat it now and I'm 23 almost 24. It's a long road...
  8. Astrid_Shadow

    I'm So Disappointed

    He has genital herpes. Some girl gave it to him. No I don't want him cause he's "forbidden fruit" when I started falling for him it was before I knew about the std.
  9. Astrid_Shadow

    Sufferer New Here, But Old To Ptsd.

    Hello. Call me Astrid. It's nice to have you here. You're not alone in this battle. We are all fighting it together. Being together makes us stronger. I'm glad you found us and I hope you enjoy your stay.Hugs if you accept and im always here if you need someone to vent to.
  10. Astrid_Shadow

    Relationship Angry

    Well that depends. Can you tell us what happened to make you so angry at her?
  11. Astrid_Shadow

    I'm So Disappointed

    Even if it's a small chance I still wanna take it. I think like you guys said that my mom is just trying to protect me. Of all people I had to fall for why someone with an std. I'm kinda mad at myself to be honest.
  12. Astrid_Shadow

    I'm So Disappointed

    Hey guys so as most of you should be aware I'm back in adult high school and have been for at least a month. I started falling for this guy in my literacy class and then he tells me his secret. He has an std. No one wants me to be with him but I really do. My mom even said "if you kiss him or...
  13. Astrid_Shadow

    Supporter Hello To You All

    Welcome to the forum. It's always nice to see supporters. Part of having ptsd is the urge we get to retreat a bit so please don't let him feel like he's alone. I can see from your posts that you don't but this is just a heads up. PTSD causes some people to retreat or stay quiet. I'm glad your...
  14. Astrid_Shadow

    Relationship It's Really Nothing New

    Sometimes its better to just ignore. I hope things get better for you ^^
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    Relationship It's Really Nothing New

    Have you tried talking to him and explaining your feelings and that it's just your way of doing things?
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    Missing Memory

    I know what thats like all too well. I have what I call "Blacked out memories" Parts of my memory just aren't there. I remember some but not all. What I'm trying to say is, its not your fault. Memories can be blocked by ptsd and no matter how hard we try we just can't get them back. Sometimes...
  17. Astrid_Shadow

    Missing Memory

    Absolutely. PTSD suppresses memories. It blocks out trauma. You're not alone when it comes to that.
  18. Astrid_Shadow

    Anger And Grief

    It's usually better to just kick those people out of your life. I know it's hard cause it's family but sometimes you have to do whats right for you. Hugs if you accept. Keep your head up.
  19. Astrid_Shadow

    Childhood No Knowledge Of Brother's Ongoing Abuse

    Yeah I agree with you. Narcissists are really messed up in the head. I'm sorry about what you and your brother went through. To think it was your own family doing this to you. The people you're supposed to trust, that's just so wrong. You never knew he was being abused? Some people are good at...
  20. Astrid_Shadow

    Am I Expecting Too Much?

    Maybe she's busy with other people? I know how it feels to be ignored and it really hurts. When times get really hard people see the worst in others. Especially people we trust. Like T's for example. "Is she ignoring me?" "Are my problems funny to her?" That's when you need to stand up and take...
  21. Astrid_Shadow

    No S/i , But Depressed

    "The sun is shining somewhere, I just need to find out where." That is a beautiful thing to say. I believe in you. You will find your sun, your light, your horizon is waiting. In order to appreciate the light one must first live in darkness. Your time is coming. For you to get back into the...
  22. Astrid_Shadow

    I Want To Die....please Kill Me Anyone!!!!

    I am so sorry that you are suffering so much. I know it's been said but we have all felt this way at some point in our lives, but what matters is we move forward and beat the suicidal feelings. We crush them because we are all warriors. We survived. Why should we let anyone take that away from...
  23. Astrid_Shadow

    Suicide

    I know you can do this. You're not alone. Six months you said? You have time so I know you can handle this. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help. Hugs if you accept. I'm glad you're here.
  24. Astrid_Shadow

    I Seem To Function The Best In The Worst Situations

    I know what that's like. I find if I'm not in a chaotic situation I create one of my own. Family, friends, school as long as I'm in a chaotic situation I feel so much better. So glad to know I'm not alone and your not either. I'm sure we all know what it's like.. To be in a chaotic situation...
  25. Astrid_Shadow

    I Hate Valentine's Day

    Sorry junie. I know what it's like to hate certain holidays. I'm sorry for your trauma.Let us know if there's anything we can do to help make things easier on you.
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