No S/i , But Depressed

[trying2movefwd]

S/I is gone right now which is good, but the depression has really got me down. I just feel depressed, lack of motivation, numb, tired. Guess I am getting better at identifying feelings, i guess. I wish I could curl up underneath a blanket and hide, i don't know what from. Isolating is tempting, but I know from experience now is not the time for that. Two steps forward, one step back...eventually I will come through to the otherside. The sun is shinning somewhere, I just need to find out where.

 

[Astrid_Shadow]

"The sun is shining somewhere, I just need to find out where." That is a beautiful thing to say. I believe in you. You will find your sun, your light, your horizon is waiting. In order to appreciate the light one must first live in darkness. Your time is coming. For you to get back into the light. Keep your head up high and your middle finger higher. Depression is hard but you've gotta remember to look up. It's really hard, trust me I know. No one can do this alone. So let me help. I'll do whatever it takes. Please don't give up. You're strong. I know you are. You've got this and I'll back you up no matter what.

 

[mamachick]

@tryingtomoveforward-glad you are not isolating. Once you start doing that, it is difficult to stop. I can't bring myself out of isolation anymore and my T is on my to stop this isolating. But I know if I get up, I will just get knocked back down and each time it gets worse.
My psychologically abusive family is a big part of it right now and there is nowhere to go. I hate not having any choices or freedom.