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@cloudyskies sending you a big hug right now. I can relate, for years after being the victim of a peodofile I was repulsed by any physical contact with anyone, I could not have a normal relationship, I could not even kiss a man on the cheek. After I turned 19 this all changed, I found...

Hi @Chaoticmind, it must be a confusing time for you, have you asked your doctor or psychologist is its a panic attack? When I get one, my body will start shaking, heart races, dizzy, confused, disorientated, I feel like I am dying. It sounds like it might be but it is always good to make sure...

@Alice.in.Wonderland I am sorry to hear your struggling so much. It sounds like people are not treating you well "giving your power away" and this causes havoc in your life. I am probably not the best person to give advice, because chaos and havoc is dominating my mind then my life right now...

wow thankyou everyone, I don't know what responses I was expecting but what a relief that everyone is so understanding. Mary1979 is so true, with alcohol and cPTSD I can't tell where the problem starts and the symptoms end, its just like a tornado ploughing through me. KwanYinGirl I have tried...

I tried to overdose yesterday. I had to go to hospital in an ambulance, I saw my mum bawling her eyes out. I got treated and then released, then they sent out a notification to police to go to my home and bring me back, they did, for no reason. I feel so shakey today. I am devastated that it...

No it is not you, you are not the problem, I found a really great support site for people that have been victim to abusers, and that's exactly what he sounds like... an abuser - who knows if he was an actual racist or just trying to illicit a response from you.

It sounds a tad like me, however I would never talk with or be with anyone else. When good people have come into my life I have a tendency to self sabotage but in an intimate relationship, whilst I may sabotage it because in my mind, it can't be real, I still would not be talking/speaking...

Thanks Ladee, we are an emotional bunch, I am just trying to stabilize and learn who I am again, without being so symptomatic. Tough though, everyday I have one symptom. Stickler thankyou also, I am so glad I got away too, its all too easy to be vulnerable to predators that have no empathy!

Hi, Not long ago, I posted a thread "should I date a Psycho" the name was not thought out properly and could have caused some offense, for that I apologise. I am looking back on the post and realise I was completely traumatised. my PTSD was caused by the abuse of my father who is a psychopath...

Thankyou for your reply. The unfortunate bit is i did exactly that, lived in a womans refuge for 6 months but he knew my mums sddress so he went to prison and i replied and you have to give a return address, so when i got this place that i live now i put this address down as i could not justify...

Yep thats it, he admitts to the bloody obvious things and that gets me, im like oh his been honest, but really he has too cos its soooo obvious. Thankyou.

Thanks Casey03, he was in prison for assaulting someone pretty badly, he has never touched me physically, only emotional and psychologically, which as i got ptsd from the physical, i think for me the emotional hurts just as much and leaves scars on the inside. Even though he never touched me, it...

Absolutley no empathy, and when i say what i want, falls on deaf ears. I am slightly afraid. Will update you in awhile. Thankyou for all the support and understanding.

Fadeaway, i just figured out how to reply directly and a special thankyou f9r your help. It seems like you have a very good understanding of this shit. I am screen shoting it and saving. Thankyou so much.

MY ossue was. My dad is a psychopath, then i got groomed by a perophile, and yes the only people i seem to gel with are ASPD, i am 2 years aways from completing therapy. So she says.

Thankypu, and i did not mean to offend. I just figured out how to reply directly. Thankyou.

Thankyou, that is so true.

I jave read most of the replies now, and the majority think its dangerous to get moxed up with someone with ASPD or sociopathy. So can i ask, is ot normal to feel that it is as good as it gets at times? I really wanted to reply individually as i felt there was a few different angles and a few...

I want to thank everyone who replied. Holy shit. That is awful and makes alot of sense, if ypu would like i will let you know what happens

So yes i know that. I should run

Yes i would agree, he cannot feel empathy and yet my c ptsd is nothing but emotions perhaps that is the only reason i needed him to counteract my waves of emotionsat times. Thankyou

Hi caey 03, im sorry i havent figuered put the technolpgy yet to be able to directly reply but yes it is a fear that he may kill me. I am not sure i should be dating atm. I have no idea

Hi, i havent been able to read all the replies at once, The last thing i read was that it may be offensive to call someone a psycho, i think that was by lucycat, i just want to say i dont want to offend anyone, and yes it may be offensive to some people. Sometimes i think i am a psycho. So...

Okay, So not that long ago, i posted a thread "i am not my illness" which is fine on a good day. But wtf horrible on a bad day. I have been with my partner for 3 and half years, i read somewhere that people with c ptsd, have a tedency to have a doormat syndrome (i dont want to offend anyone i...

1. My mind is fried 2. Why is my mind fried 3. My mind is not fried im hyperventilating 4. Find paper bag 5. Go to sleep and try again tmw