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Interesting read. Just one question bothers me a lot, why couldn’t I find purpose earlier in life, i had a rough childhood, which later gave birth to a lot of various symptoms & to put cherry on the cake my parents just dont support me today even though they know what I’m going through. I got...

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Sometimes i feel dreams are necessary to help me find my way out of me. But after that dream where i killed myself with hanging , and sitting across it and smiling peacefully...made me feel otherwise of myself and then events kept happening one after the other. Tues, therapist(once in 2...

Hi, I've been looking for answers to the questions you asked since 14 yrs now, who am I ? A huge, life changing question, still trying to figure out. Very difficult to find on our own, coz of the condition we are in. Yes it is the result of our past. Even i forgot about my past n i thought i had...

@Exedra , i dont want to live that long, not even a day more. Lost all hope. When people leave me it affects me the most. N just yesterday one of my dearest friend just left for his hometown 2100 kms away, n he is not coming back. He lived here in the city for almost 8 yrs, worked lived alone...

Even i was suicidal @ @xena21 that age but as i made a cut on the arm, n saw the blood flow the intensity of the situation reduced, I'm in no way promoting cutting, its just that it helped me wen i was all alone. N nothing has changed since..@ this moment I'm in middle of a suicide letter. 1...

@lostforgottensoul I always have chocolates in my pocket, bag etc. N i keep giving them away to everyone i meet. But its very difficult for me to accept one when someone else is offering. I feel I'm not worth anything, not even a toffee. I always have my bag with me on my back, feel like someone...

I can relate to this poem, but i have fragmented memories of life before whatever I'm going thru, i dont remember much. Every memory is mixed with some other, don't know whether they r true. No friends who know what im going thru n avoid going out , fear of losing it anywhere. Don't even know...

Thank you @mary1979 , i find nothing working for me, so i thought of this (extreme) shock therapy, it may fix me .. i have written at a lot of places (diary, poems, stories) that im broken n nothing can fix me, i dont know whats broken, so nothing can fix me..i feel alien abnormal, how do i live...

Im working but i dont like the job but i have no other option, while growing up parents went through a lot of financial difficulties, and the most important time in life during A level i had to quit school n go to work coz he could support only one of us(me or my young bro).. I have been...

Hi, i used to read a lot of things here and recently thought of being and talking to people who r also going through similar things, I'm just tired and angry all the time. I've c-PTSD, traits of borderline, dependent, avoidant, passive aggressive personality disorders.. Been through all kinds...