I also talked to her as you mentioned to do, everything she said is what I wanted to hear but her actions hasnt been backing up her words. I do apreciate your advice as well as everyone elses.
She's 7 years older than me, I figured she'd be over playing games by now but maybe not.
I took your advice and tried stepping away for the day, all of the sudden she's being much more personable and caring. Maybe she likes the feeling of having to work for my attention?
So I have been "seeing" a beautiful lady for the past 4 months. At first, everything seemed great and that we have very much in common. I am a firefighter and she manages a restaurant. She has a lot on her plate right now, with her young son and a custody battle. I try my best to be supportive...
So I have chronic post traumatic stress disorder, Major depressive disorder with recurrent severe pyhsicotic symptoms and ADD. I'm on prazason, prazason, 40mg anti depressant, and Vyvanse. To my understanding none of these are opiates but I always feel really high and out of it. Can anyone...
I get the fact that he makes you feel crazy. If he is anything like me than you have no idea how he is mentally and thankfully never will. Have you tried talking to him about boundaries and a positive attitude? It's really important not to yell at him. Some of this stuff is a toatle trip and if...
So I go to my shrink once every two weeks and he specializes in first responder ptsd. It has helped me tons. He's been there for me through the burn to charcoal people to the mutilated baby and much more. My fire department pays for my sessions is why I go not that often. My symptoms are getting...
So this isn't a super lengthy post or anything in that nature. So I've only been texting this lady for a few days and we have texted back and forth fairly quickly. Well today she will reply like every other hour. Yes I know she is probably busy as I've been in this position before. For some...
Thank you everyone for the great and helpful responses. Sadly with my profession if I take any type of medication that hints I have ptsd I will no longer have a job. As the saying goes, we can save you but not ourselves. Once again, thank you very much.
As some of you may have seen my other forum last week about my nightmares, my problems are growing worst. Now I'm starting to dream that I'm on the engine going to a call and I'll go running through the door to the patient. The patient is a little 5 week baby girl that died on me (in real life)...
Why are you prejudiced of people who got it after 18? I know some great people that has gotten it in their 30s trying to save a life. I'm sorry about your situation, I'm Just curious.
I will be talking to a lady for about a week and go on a few dates. Everything will be going great and they will express their feelings towards me. All of a sudden they want nothing to do with me. I sometimes feel clingy because it helps me forget about my ptsd while I'm with someone I like...
I appreciate what you do. Its a very stressful job. I deffinetly wouldnt call myself a hero but I take it as a compliment. As you may know, the fire service is known as the "tough guys". For this reason my station Has a hard time debriefing. I can deffenitly use it as an opportunity to help...
I'm a firefighter and I keep getting this dream about the people I have tried to save on scene that ended up not making it. They circle me and start to attack me and I have no where to go. I wake up screaming and shaking frantically. Has anyone experienced a similar situation? Thank you in advance.