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    What should i do?

    I also talked to her as you mentioned to do, everything she said is what I wanted to hear but her actions hasnt been backing up her words. I do apreciate your advice as well as everyone elses. She's 7 years older than me, I figured she'd be over playing games by now but maybe not.
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    What should i do?

    I took your advice and tried stepping away for the day, all of the sudden she's being much more personable and caring. Maybe she likes the feeling of having to work for my attention?
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    What should i do?

    So I have been "seeing" a beautiful lady for the past 4 months. At first, everything seemed great and that we have very much in common. I am a firefighter and she manages a restaurant. She has a lot on her plate right now, with her young son and a custody battle. I try my best to be supportive...
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    Feel High

    Thank you everyone!
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    Feel High

    So I have chronic post traumatic stress disorder, Major depressive disorder with recurrent severe pyhsicotic symptoms and ADD. I'm on prazason, prazason, 40mg anti depressant, and Vyvanse. To my understanding none of these are opiates but I always feel really high and out of it. Can anyone...
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    Relationship Dating Someone With Ptsd Makes Me Feel Like I'm Crazy

    I get the fact that he makes you feel crazy. If he is anything like me than you have no idea how he is mentally and thankfully never will. Have you tried talking to him about boundaries and a positive attitude? It's really important not to yell at him. Some of this stuff is a toatle trip and if...
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    Cannabis

    Has anyone ever used cannabis oil? Side effects? How long did it help through the day? How often did you use it?
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    Please Help Me

    Thank you guys so very much! All the responses are very helpful and appreciated!
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    Please Help Me

    Thank you sir! Gives me a different view of this gnarly shit. Deffinetly helps me understand what I've been facing better.
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    Please Help Me

    So I go to my shrink once every two weeks and he specializes in first responder ptsd. It has helped me tons. He's been there for me through the burn to charcoal people to the mutilated baby and much more. My fire department pays for my sessions is why I go not that often. My symptoms are getting...
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    Is This Normal?

    So this isn't a super lengthy post or anything in that nature. So I've only been texting this lady for a few days and we have texted back and forth fairly quickly. Well today she will reply like every other hour. Yes I know she is probably busy as I've been in this position before. For some...
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    Need Advice

    Your advice is beyond valuable! Thank you so much!
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    Need Advice

    Thank you for the advice. Is it an opiate?
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    Memory Loss Of Consensual Sex

    Not In a insulting way at all but you said you've used alcohol. Could that have something to do with not remembering?
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    Missing Motivation

    I understand completely and when I find the magic cure I'll let you know! Lmao
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    Need Advice

    I'm not positive yet. I go in on the first for further discussion. He did mention some type of blood pressure medication to help with nightmares.
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    Need Advice

    So my doc was talking about putting me on meds and I seen that a lot of people have a hard time getting off them. Should I try them or run?
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    Trying To Help Gets Me Killed

    Thank you everyone for the great and helpful responses. Sadly with my profession if I take any type of medication that hints I have ptsd I will no longer have a job. As the saying goes, we can save you but not ourselves. Once again, thank you very much.
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    Trying To Help Gets Me Killed

    Thank you! Went out hiking today 100 miles in the middle of nowhere and it fealt great!
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    Trying To Help Gets Me Killed

    As some of you may have seen my other forum last week about my nightmares, my problems are growing worst. Now I'm starting to dream that I'm on the engine going to a call and I'll go running through the door to the patient. The patient is a little 5 week baby girl that died on me (in real life)...
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    Emerg Services Seeing Paitients In My Dreams...

    I'm really sorry for your situation. I know the struggle. All we can Do sometimes is to drop to our knees and pray.
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    Bad Memory

    Why are you prejudiced of people who got it after 18? I know some great people that has gotten it in their 30s trying to save a life. I'm sorry about your situation, I'm Just curious.
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    Cant Start Relationships

    I will be talking to a lady for about a week and go on a few dates. Everything will be going great and they will express their feelings towards me. All of a sudden they want nothing to do with me. I sometimes feel clingy because it helps me forget about my ptsd while I'm with someone I like...
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    Emerg Services Seeing Paitients In My Dreams...

    I appreciate what you do. Its a very stressful job. I deffinetly wouldnt call myself a hero but I take it as a compliment. As you may know, the fire service is known as the "tough guys". For this reason my station Has a hard time debriefing. I can deffenitly use it as an opportunity to help...
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    Emerg Services Seeing Paitients In My Dreams...

    I'm a firefighter and I keep getting this dream about the people I have tried to save on scene that ended up not making it. They circle me and start to attack me and I have no where to go. I wake up screaming and shaking frantically. Has anyone experienced a similar situation? Thank you in advance.
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