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Our new baby's. We were drawn to them shortly after our big bob passed. Felt way to soon but some times you just know. We knew these little girlie where ours. One acts more like a dog then cat. He name is amelia. The other is her daddies cute looking monster. Lol. Her name is Alice.

Last photo I took of my Big Bob. He had a short battle with stomach cancer. Passed in his favorite hiding spot peacefully. It's been almost a year now and I still miss him. Greatest friend I could have ever asked for.

That is on my list of things I want to try. Lol. Right now I'm still working on finding my drive and motivation. I know it's there. I just need to bring it back to the surface. Lol. I'm planning on starting a new piece this weekend. Probably will work with acrylic again just because I have a...

At this moment in life if money wasn't a concern. I would keep it simple. I'd just pack the car up with my fiance and our cat and just see where the roads lead us. No destination or worry in the world.

Coffee definitely is a must threw out my days and nights. Lol. I normally just drink home brew black hot or cold coffee. When I really want to be fancy I bust out the jar and strainer and make cold brew. I have a not so special hand grinder that has a ceramic burr. Since I bought that whole...

First piece I've done in years. Never worked much with paint and brush before but definitely enjoyed the process.

As crappy of a day I had today I'm still very much grateful to my fiance and our cat. When the times get tough there always there for me. :)

Thanks survivor. :)

Im probably a 4-5 -anxioty -depression +Cat that's very good at reading my emotions. +Having my fiance by my side this morning to help talk me down -no appetite

I could use a hug because today was a bad day. Woke up with massive anxioty and just feeling worthless. Should have been a great second day at my new job. I'm just ready for this never ending cycle to end. One day I will get better. I guess I just need to learn to be alittle bit more kind and...

Just got done cleaning the appartment. It's been awhile since it was fully scrubbed down fully. Now just having a couple of gin and club sodas. Not gonna lie there going down pretty well. Lol

Just got done watching that about an hour ago as well. It was pretty good. I'm a big fan of bob Odenkirk

1. All the children in the world to be safe well taken care of and feed. 2. More freedom threw out the world. 3. This one's my selfish one but I'd like to live a primative life out side of society

I started watching the series new radio. It alittle dated but God damn it's still funny. Phil Hartman was such a great actor.

I'm feeling a calming coming over me. I wrote my letter to my dad for open chair therapy on Thursday. I know it will be a rough day but I know its something I need to do. Every little pain comes healing.

As I was sitting here I decided to do some digging on the internet about ptsd. I found a few videos that actually clicked in my brain. I think I was being given some good advice just not given all the information or just wasn't understanding fully. I never realized how much damage I was doing by...

The bottom of my mental health has dropped out this week and I'm feeling pretty lost. I seen my counselor today. I was feeling alot of anxioty and on edge when I went. Not long into the session I just broke down. I thought being there would be better because maybe he would be able to see what...

I went to my appointment with my counselor and made it threw my final day of work for the week. It's been along time since I was able to say that I worked a whole week. It's a good feeling. My body is sore but it feels good. Lol

Feeling kinda lost. Not in a bad way. Just lost because life is starting to calm down and settling back into a normal state. Haven't had this in well over 2 years and it's just feels weird and foreign.

I'm making a cup of tea before I go to see my counselor. Hopefully today's session goes alot better then yesterday's. But we shall see

I'm grateful for the people I have around me. I'm grateful for today because with out it I wouldn't have a chance to do better than yesterday. I'm grateful for my fat old cat. I'm grateful for the sun shine.

Today is a good day because I started my new job. It's not the most prestigious job in the world but I know I'll do good and fit in well with the crew.

The new Mortal Kombat. It was way better then I though it would be. Still like the first one better

I had some smoked salmon and some broccoli. Washed that down with a nice amount of alcohol. I may have given up 7-8 years of sobriety but it helped to save my sanity for now. Lol. Im shocked I made it that long with out a drink.

Its hard to lose a pet. I've lost many of them. The thing that draws me back is I know there alot of animals that need a good home. The pain of knowing I'll have to say good bye to them one day is over shadowed by the love and affection we can share. I always remind my self to enjoy them in the...