Lately during therapy that I go to 5 days a week for 3.5 hours, and when I am asked in the beginning of group therapy how I am feeling, I always feel like I do not know what to say. Sometimes when I explain myself I cannot even finish a whole sentence or I go sideways upside down up and down...
We have to manifest it! It is very hard though to keep that mindset. I guess it is just because I feel my feelings so intensely constantly or nothing at all.
I just posted a thread asking literally how to be a functional human being in life while dealing with dual diagnosis. I feel that I am just drifting through my days honestly. I go to therapy I do household chores get things cleaned up to go to work and rest. One in a while hangout with my one...
I have been working everyday towards accepting my BPD, and having a hard time while grieving letting go of drugs that I do have a very messy relationships with. Addiction will always be there, and so will this disorder. I'm wondering if other people that struggle with a disorder like borderline...
Hello! From I could remember I have always felt that I was never going to find anyone that will truly love me. My family is dysfunctional and mentally and emotionally abusive and manipulative. I did not have a healthy example of a good intimate relationship. I self harm through meaningless sex...
I am thankful for the responses. I am struggling with coming to terms with my BPD after just finishing a book called "I Hate You, Don't Leave Me." It is such a great informational book about BPD and has taught me so much about myself. But everyday I keep trying my best to come to terms with...
Hi, My name is Lauren and I'm on here to try out some options I have towards sites like this. I'm coming to the end of intense treatment I go to during the day and work as much as I can. My ptsd symptoms come out during work but it has been getting better each shift. From my BPD, I am scared of...