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I recently had a horrible dream that involved SA with my homphobic stepfather....I woke up and was immediately thrown into a state of panic and terror, my breathing became aggreseive and shallow, my body got hot and I began to tremble....I have no way of "calming" myself down in moments like...

I resonate with this struggle...trauma has made me aggresively touch and sex averse....it has gotten somewhat easier over time...but I still dissasociate in some instances...it fills me with pain to know that other people who want to express genuine intimacy, even non-sexual physical touch, I...

spent the entire day in bed staring blankly at my ceiling, like I always do.... feeling crippled, locked in a state of fear and anxiety, while floods of suicidal thoughts cycle through my mind...I think I killed myself in my mind 8 times today... I played the same song on repeat for hours...I...

...I definitely resonate with that feeling of being "haunted"...I constantly feel like my entire body is a haunted house and I can hear the ghosts of all the terrible things that have happened to me in a constant loop...it's disturbing and debilitating... I hven't heard of this term...

I very much appreciate all the warm welcomes here, knowing that others deal with similar experiences is comforting in a way... it's great to find others who relate, but given the circumstances I am sorry to hear that you have also suffered.....I know it sounds very morbid and cruel of me, but...

hey everyone, recently discovered this community, it's great that something like this exists... a bit about me...32 year old out out gay/queer cis man...I've struggled with severe mental health issues for my entire life, I actually even remember being suicidal as young as 5 years old....I was...