Recent content by abbynormal1929

Hi, It's been awhile since I've posted on here. First, to get everyone updated on current events, I now Identify as as transgendered woman. I've been living completely put as a transwoman for a little while now. My legal first name is now Natalie. That's not really why I'm posting today...

So my wife posted her new relationship on Facebook today. I knew already she was going to, she asked if it was ok. As petty and jealous as it may sound, every time she posts about her new relationship she gets this outpouring of support. People saying she deserves to be happy, and how great...

Thank you everyone for the ongoing support. I still don't know what I'm going to do, especially while in lock down. Im playing with the idea of moving out. It's getting more and more stressful by the day. I'm also ever looking for a job in the counseling field which would give me more than...

She couldn't leave the country with my son without my permission. Thing is I've always wanted to live outside the US. I just don't know if I could do it with my wife and her gf.

Hi everyone. So my wife and I are semi-officially separated, whatever you want to call it, it's over. We're still living in the same house. For now I don't have anywhere else to go with the quarantine and all, not to mention financial constraints. She wants to keep me in the same house, and...

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Most I've been offered as a front line worker is free coffee, and even then just a small lol.

Thank you everyone for the support ❤️

Hello, So for those who have read my posts before, this will be more of an update. My wife and I are "Officially" but not legally separated, really meaning that we announced it on Facebook. She pieced together different parts of heartfelt speeches of how we're separated but still friends...

So, here's what's happening now. My wife felt bad, and wanted to try and nudge me to find someone. I had made a profile on plenty of fish a while ago. She looked through my "about me" section. I forgot I had said in the section that I had one child, meaning my son, and not mentioning my...

I've been down that road with the local domestic violence help centers. No shelters for men. Probably just going to stay and lose my mind, forgive the melodrama. I still can't make myself even say anything that I think will cause her pain, no matter how much I want to. I'm left thinking I...

Little update on the situation. Now my wife wants to be friends and family, but not romantic or sexually involved. Says it would take some pressure off. I don't know why I'm going along, or pretending that I'm not hurt. She even said she didn't know how she would feel in the future, and...

Yeah I went. Parts of it were relaxing. It's kinda complicated. My friend just went through a major health scare. He could have died. That aside he's always somewhat of a self-centered trust fund kid. He's also always had health issues. I ended up missing my son more than anything else...

Today, not as lonely as usual. Maybe a 5. My voice has gotten more quiet and timid than it already was, which makes it really hard to connect with new people.

Tough to say why I'm staying. I love parts of who she is, there are parts of her I wish were different too. I dont want to be alone, but I'm not afraid of not being in a romantic relationship. I'm totally happy if I just have friends. The most intense feeling is fear of hurting her, or being...