Recent content by B.Fish

Guess I was not very clear or thought out. As I was aware the stats I posted were people currently serving and did make mention. But as I started the post I felt the need to also mention veterans. Could it be possible though that what takes place with many soldiers could be prevented with proper...

The number of suicides taking place in our military is so alarming and never mentioned. We hear or know of the struggles our veterans face and it is all just brushed off with lack of resources that should never be an issue. There is no reason any vet should be homeless unless by there own choice...

After the loss of 4 close friends to suicide and finding one of them I deal with lots of anxiety that tends to manifest in anger. Most times I do not even realize that I come off that way or catch myself before I go to far. The one time I went for professional help the doctor wanted to...

Just a Child Funny how the mind works as it can block certain memories when young. I recall having nightmares constantly through early grade school waking in terror yet only a few years ago I realized why this took place. My mother was a heavy drinker and sent me over to a friends house to stay...

I did that week after week month after month not by plane rather i would hop in the car and drive. Before i realized it i would be hundreds of miles away "alone" just to turn around and come back. Running to escape something that i found out latter you can't run from it becomes part of you.

Thanks for the reply i was not sure how copyright laws or forum policy to this site work. Anyways i know and understand the stigmata that gets placed on some songs and artists and thought maybe it is best not to mention names. Many artists find themselves getting attacked and or taking verbal...

The last few days i have found myself listening to the same song over and over to the points it is beginning to scare me. It is not the first time i have done this but this time something more surreal is at work. I feel a darkness creeping in that's taking over and i can not seem to shake it. I...