Recent content by blissfuldaydreams

I am doing better now, decentering love and relationships right now, and focusing on healing. It feels good :) I still am getting bad flashbacks but they have pointed out to me my triggers and I've found when I don't fight them and just let them happen is when I am able to move on from them more...

This feels good, maybe I should keep up with it again.

I feel so stupid like a f*cking cliche at times.

Right now I'm thinking I don't even want to have sex anymore. All the pleasure from it is gone.

I still struggle to see that worth sometimes, I'll admit it. I met someone just like him, just f*cking like him, and I felt it from the start. He had the same sleazy energy. I immediately recognized it. We were together for a little while but we did not end up dating for long enough for anything...

I am so sad for the version of myself who started this, I couldn't see then how much I was worth

I feel like I've been running from what I went through. I was so young (I still am, as it's only been 3 years), and I just wanted to forget about it and enjoy the new, fun transitions I was going through at college. I feel like I really did for some time there, I just didn't think or talk about...

dang all I wanted to do was rant did not think it would cause this much of a problem :/

Hi all :) I'm sure some of you have heard about FKA Twig’s domestic abuse lawsuit against Shia Lebeouf. I felt quite triggered by it and just wanted to say how I was feeling on here because I don't really have anyone to talk to. Even though I don’t know her I’m really proud and happy for her...

Awwww thank you same to you! @ms spock 💜💜🎄🥳

Been a few months since I posted on here. Since I'm back in the place where it all happened it only seems appropriate lol. (I actually laughed at that in my head lol) laughing about it seems to be helpful. I told my brothers what happened. They were so understanding and supportive. It made me...

My recollection of the abuse that happened is so broken I can't tell if I'm having a real flashback or if I'm just filling in the blanks. I blacked out almost every time I was with him. I remember sitting on the bed after he would leave, I would just stare into space and replay what had just...

@Friday @Movingforward10 Thank you for your replies, it helps more than you know. Unfortunately, as much as I wish I could I am not able to leave the house in the ways @Friday suggested. My mother is the one who rents it and her lease goes for another year. I am begging her not to renew it...

Hi all :) its been a while since I last came on here. I remember how much it helped me knowing I wasnt alone so I decided to post again I moved away from the house in which my abuse happened for college but im back again because school is on break and im feeling all sorts of things right now...

@Powder Thank you for the advice. Now that you mention the correlation between PTSD and certain foods , it makes a lot of sense. Im going to try your suggestion and see what foods affect me. im so glad someone can understand where I am coming from regarding Rx and Dx. After reading your...