Recent content by .Bubbles.

When you look back on what you've been through, and you can literally feel the pain in your heart and gut.

"Forgive and forget" lol.

Like snapshots or mini parts of a movie. They are kind of "distant" if that makes sense. Dark. The same parts on loop sometimes.

Ok sometimes I'm literally stuck with anxiety. Like I'll just not be able to go out of the house. Sometimes I can't even move from the spot I'm in if that's bad. Sometimes if I can move, I'll get into a ritual where I'm checking myself in the mirror, I'm opening the door, then no I can't do it...

None ptsd related: Loud eating/breathing/snoring. Yes sounds petty but it literally makes my skin crawl. I just can't handle it. It runs in my family strangely enough. I'm sure I could be here for days haha. But that's my main one.

When somebody is asking you information about the past (5 previous addresses!) And you just stare like a deer in headlights. Anxiety and trauma fried parts of my brain lady! she looked at me like I was insane.

I tend you wake up crying for some reason. I get the odd time when I scream, but not as often. Usually it's crying and feeling afraid and alone.

The stripper turned

Thank you very much ☺

Me please?

Discouraged.

Winter

White

Umm off the top of my head: Muscle aches/spasms TMJ IBS (its much worse when Im having a particularly rough mental health time) Frequent headaches Dizzyness The shakes (same as IBS) I'm usually "stiff" Sleep issues (insomia, messed up sleeping patterns) Sensitive to sound and movement...

When having a panic attack when a child playfully and unexpectedly puts his hand on your face, seems like a totally reasonable reaction. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯