What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Spiderallis]

More physical discomforts and symptoms that I'm sure are emotions coming down the wrong pipe. It's easing up but I still don't know what or why. Was it fear? Maybe I'm just picking out that I was afraid to feel whatever came out as feeling ill. Confused again, and tired.

 

[Recovery4Me]

Feeling odd:
*like I walked into the wrong storybook
*that I have read this chapter before
*trying to remember what part I play
*struggling with adaption
*wanting to co-author this script
*thinking I need a name tag
*bouncing between...moment by moment in harmony and F*ck everything in this moment in a harmonious demolition
*wanting to get busy doing as the landslide covers

so- deciding to be uncomfortable and feel odd...and be all I can be 'oddly'. :banghead: Sometimes my head against the brick, offers a starting point.:clown:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Feeling calm today and content and sad that the girls are going home. i know the sadness will pass because i always feel sad when they go home. Feeling pretty good overall.

 

[.Bubbles.]

Discouraged.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling a bit anxious. It's my first time all alone in the new flat because my flatmate went to visit her grandmother.

I'm feeling shocked and angry about people who demonstrate against asylum seekers. I know that the situation isn't easy, but it doesn't justify to hurt other people - and police officers (my colleagues).

I'm feeling a bit ...dizzy, fear that I might have caught a slight cold.

I'm feeling glad to be back again and I'm moved by all the warm welcomes. Feeling love from so many people...

 

[Ronin]

Angry at someone's petty ableist crap. You can't attack my argument & reasoning so you pick on language that's not even my mother tongue, pull the other. I smiled & cussed her out in four different ones afterwards.

& the demonstrators against asylum seekers piss me off on so many personal levels & I'm all about 'can someone ship these f*cks to Africa, Middle East, and South America, they wouldn't last a -day- there.'

Sorry @Anrish, I'm not good with sympathy / my sympathizing is sharing outrage, hope you excuse that. Still, feeling with you.

 

[Gadgie]

I'm feeling a bit tired today, been stuck in the kitchen all day, between painting the window, cooking a pan of food, so that I can freeze it for later, then cooking my tea, plus all the washing up after everything, my hands have never been out if water?

I just hope I manage to sleep tonight?

Just had a face time with my sister, that cheered me up a bit, getting back in contact with her has been the best thing that's happened to me this year.

We lost contact twenty years ago, after my divorce, it seems a lifetime ago now.

 

[Anrish]

@Cashew : Don't worry if you're rather angry...I'm not good at getting angry - so your outrage helps me also a bit. :hug:

 

[Deleted member 29961]

Why bother, what's the point.
Who ever really gave a f*ck?
I don't know...

 

[Anrish]

Amused and cannot get the smirk out of my face. :smug: We went to open a new bank account for my best friend - I had to accompany her because she's not so sure about all that stuff. The bank clerk was really arrogant, smart-aleck and stuck-up. He didn't ask some stuff, just assumed and I had to outbrake him all the time. ...he didn't seem to take me seriously and changed the topics all the time. ...until the turning point. I got an authorization for my best friend's bank account to take care of her business if she's not able to do so. He had to ask my profession.

Clerk: Your job? *snobbish*

Me: Police officer. :meh:

Clerk: :wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed: ...where exactly?

Me: Fraud and white collar crime department. So, I know all the forms here... :meh:

Clerk: :wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed: ...everything fine until now? I hope I didn't do anything wrong...*blabla*

He was REALLY nice after that and didn't try to talk us into something we don't need. Stupid jerk, that's what you get for not taking me serious! :clown:

 

[intothelight]

Centered, focused, strong and in control of myself.....for the moment. Its been almost two weeks since I was here and I have to keep this space protected as I am no good to myself or anyone else when the symptoms take over. I am in the driver's seat and I stuffed PTSD in the trunk and locked it!

 

[Ronin]

Regaining my ground. Or, working on it. I have quite a lot of thought out plans for the future... no interest in having that future though. Facepalm. Head, meet brick wall.