Recent content by Gadgie

To spending Christmas with my sister in the Netherlands.

Quote...........”another one that works for me is listing everything I have to do tomorrow, this week, this month.” That’s weird, as I do the exact same thing, even down to the order that I’m going to do them in. It gives me a reason to get up the following day, something to plan, sounds daft...

Scotland.

Quote.............”i ve noone to relate to :(” You are not alone with feeling like that, there are many more folk in here, including myself, who have, and still do, feel like that. They stopped my therapy yeas ago, saying that they could not help me any more? So the only real Help Ive had...

Quote...........”There is NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU.... It's them...... OK......” That I can understand, as the therapist I used to see, said that to me one day, and I came away from session with a huge weight lifted from my shoulders, and feeling great, it was fantastic.

Someone to talk to, who understands.

Quote.....”I waited years to see a psychotherapist, but now I have one, I tell her, every session, that I feel I don't deserve the time that shecould be devoting to someone who actually needs it.” When I read that it was a shock to me, as that’s exactly what I felt when I started having my...

Snowflakes, I’m sorry if my post upset you, it wasn’t meant to, maybe it’s the way I wrote it. The only reason I called it a “not speaking game” was the term I used at that time. My ptsd hasn’t manifested itself back then, and I will admit it wasn’t a good time for me back then. I shouldn’t...

Not speaking to you’re partner is the worst thing, my ex wife did that all the time with me, and to be honest, I got used to it. So much so, that I gave up trying to comunicate with her altogether, as she used to do it over silly little things that didnt warrant such behaviour? I was working...

Frustrated.

I just can’t settle down in a room if it’s all cluttered? Something inside me tells me to clean and tidy it up straight away. Not when the adverts come on, but right now! Before the program even starts, other wise I won’t be able to enjoy watching it. It’s the same in the kitchen, I’ve just...

According to the therapist that I used to see, before it was stopped, told me that I had issues going right back to my childhood? That along with some events that happened during my time in the forces, and the ambulance service, where I experienced a lot of bad stuff Even during my time in the...

Because the alternative is really hard to live with?

When you live alone, like I do, there is nobody there to give you any support of any kind? I well remember going through sheer Hell after my wife passed, just at the time when I really needed help and support, I got the exact opposite. All her family, and there were many of them, turned on me...

Talking of a safe place, here is part of a poem I wrote years ago,................... I long to leave this frightening place To break away, from the human race To reach for a cloud, up in the sky A welcome place, where I can cry.