Recent content by Givrali

you did what you had to do to survive

I read a mind crushing fanfiction about Viktor where he's basically a slave that Jayce bought to save him. Viktor can't accept Jayce only taking care and working with him as an equal so one time Jayce woke up from a nightamare Viktor proposed him to have sex with him as payement for everthing...

(Viktor is a character from arcane) playing with Viktor can both heal me or shot me dead, it's a dangerous toy way too easy to play with. I keep hurting myself writing him and reading about him

I did what I had to do to survive

I hate having to deal with my life, my T doesn't know if I can ever work in my lifetime. I feel like a tourist

f*ck my life

Bad move being obssesed by Viktor then

So I'm triggered when seeing people physically hurted

Still obsessed by Viktor, I got in touch with one mom's friend I knew before whithout knowing why my father made me eat with her, prossessed things in therapy but still not enought to get a ride of Viktor. I ressent a lot arcane creators for being such tragedy seeker in their show and getting...

You go at your childhood home but can't go inside because it's not yours anymore. You only feel very bad being there like you never were happy there. You wishe you can enter because you never felt at home since you left this place.

You feel like your father is dying from cancer before your eyes in all the hard feelings. But your father died from said cancer 6 years ago.

So I completly projected my father in Viktor from arcane. Well, bad move

Ok i fell in love with a fictionnal character again 💜 This time it's Viktor from arcane. I'm at the first act of season 2 but know most of the show (if I didn't spoiled mysef I wouldn't understood a thing)

I'm watching arcane at the moment

It's my B day ^^