Recent content by Jenfa

Watching my baby daddy whom I live with get so mad that when he decides to throw a man-fit and storms out, carelessly walks into a door frame. Slapstick gets me everytime.

Mad Sin: Fight Back

Skinny Puppy: Smothered Hope

"Hey man, just a suggestion. How bout you drill that one inch circular glory hole in the airport bathroom?. I'll grab you a coffee. See you in 2.5 minutes.".

I feel sort of evil today. Not like weird evil, but vigilante for justice evil in a sort of manipulating way.

Oh yeah. I'm on a whopping 400mg. I am bipolar, but much like you I have a genetic thing and I become so tolerant to meds that doses that actually work are toxic as hell so I seriously have no idea if that part of the diagnosis is right. Just be very careful when they start bumping your dose...

Ooh I had an appointment today? I'm sorry. There's something wrong with my eyes. I just didn't see myself coming in.

It is extremely hard to come off of. For me, it triggered mania. I decided to go on the extended release thinking that was it, but it got worse. Be careful and I hope it doesn't do to you what it did to me. Good luck!

I completely understand. I go from dead zero to padded walls and Jesus in a matter of seconds. One thing I do after my face is all red and I fantasize about stabbing someone with a fork.. is clearly state to trigger (person or feeling) that I need an adult time-out. Like, "I'm taking a adult...

Oh absolutely. This thing seems to drain the brain to the point of borderline retardation from sleep deprivation/malnutrition. BUT.. I would get checked out physically to be safe. Neuro workups, sleep studies, all that stuff you probably don't want to do. I hated that journey. Come to find...

I realize that I beat my own slave drums.

1. I haven't been following this group omg for so long. Haaaay 2. I'm thinking about 10 different answers to this question and becoming confused. 3. I'm thinking about my growling tummy. Hungry but I don't care. Everyone needs a winter coat for hibernation, ... mine happened to develop last...

Both my brother and I have to carry cookies or crackers around with us.. or else. I bawl over stuff that has nothing to do with me, and he pitches man-fits and gets thrown out of stores if we don't eat enough. Something about our brain chemistry goes nutso-attacko when deprived of nutrient...

I had a similar event happen last week. I asked my doctor if it were something to do with being manic or the like, but he told me something strange in return. He said that a few others had come to him that were faithfully taking their meds (i.e. Effexor) but felt as if they had missed a dose...

lol. I tried putting a heating pad on it but then I warmed my eyeball instead and everything was blurry for 2 hours. I know. Brilliant! I'm gonna ask my pcp what he thinks. Eye, you and me have a date with destiny...