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Recent content by jojolove

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    Self Destruction

    @Tanishq my family are my biggest triggers. My friends don't want to be near me right now because I am either too negative, or too emotional, and not fun to be around. My ex gave up on me. It just is a lonely time right now. They do not wish to provide anything for me. They all say it's my...
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    Self Destruction

    @joeylittle thanks for moving my post to where it may belong. And thank you for reading what I wrote and responding. I do not have permanent places to stay right now which is the hard part. Like I said, I know that I am still allowed at the apt til the next court date, but that wouldn't help...
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    Self Destruction

    Hello all, I know that it has been some time since I have written a post or updated. I found out that I had a miscarriage from my last pregnancy post due to stress and too much weight loss. It was a crazy emotional time for me as well. So to update you all, a series of events has happened...
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    Timing Couldn't Be Any Worse

    Thank you everyone. It means a lot that I have you guys to give me advice and support through a difficult time.
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    Timing Couldn't Be Any Worse

    Thank you for all the information and kind replies. I know everything is easier said than done. I just wish his love for me was unconditional like mine is for him. I know that I have a few more weeks to make a decision. And everything is easier said than done. I accept all your hugs.
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    Timing Couldn't Be Any Worse

    My last post was based on my relationship and how it has failed, and how my boyfriend no longer wants to be with me. He broke up with me the day I was diagnosed. I still love him, and I am still living with him. The situation is extremely hard because I know that he is burnt out and done. I...
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    Ok, You Know You Need To Get Out And Get Over Him, But How?

    I feel the same way. I am going through a similar situation right now. And I have been crying and been in bed for the past 2 days but it feels extremely painful to let go of the man I love. But he is burnt out. He doesn't have enough in him to deal with his own stress and my PTSD at the same...
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    I Have Ptsd & My Boyfriend No Longer Wants A Relationship

    You guys are so great. I really don't feel as lonely as I did. I'm happy that I have experienced people on here to hear my story and give me advise. It really helps. Thank you for not thinking I am crazy or stupid. It is very hard to let go, and very painful. I have been pretty selfish to see...
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    I Have Ptsd & My Boyfriend No Longer Wants A Relationship

    He's not willing to work at it. He said he is done that he can no longer see a future for us. All I want is a chance... A chance to show him how much I love and cherish him because I neglected to do so. I definitely have the pattern of pushing away those that I love. We live together. And...
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    I Have Ptsd & My Boyfriend No Longer Wants A Relationship

    He has paid for what he has done to me when he cheated. He tried really hard to change and he did. He showed me nothing but love, and care, and tried to be so patient with me. The way I acted when I let PTSD take over me was beyond normal.
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    I Have Ptsd & My Boyfriend No Longer Wants A Relationship

    Hi all, I was just diagnosed with PTSD. I've apparently had it since I was a child coming from an abusive home. Last year it triggered when I lost a baby I was going to keep. I threw myself in to work and than met a wonderful man. We have been in a relationship for 1 year. During the year...
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