Recent content by Littlebirdy44

I'm coming up on the 1 year anniversary of my sexual assault in a few weeks and so many things still haven't resolved. I'm scared and anxious and the nightmares are horrific and our justice system hasn't helped me one bit. My family is super dysfunctional and basically expects me to be...

Don't worry I'm not thinking of doing anything crazy at the moment. Especially since I just recently got out of the hospital and definitely don't plan on going back anytime soon. But I won't lie I'm still feeling this way. I'm trying so hard. I promise you I'm fighting like hell but god damn...

Thank you!! <3 Thank you so much friend! I have felt so terrified and alone and its excruciating. I want to protect myself and recover but was just unaware of the right steps to take. Thank you again! I'll do my best to post updates about this situation here and will definitely reach out again...

anyone there?

I was ambushed by a group of guys from my neighborhood back in February. It was agonizing, to the point where I just begged them to kill me. I won't go much further with the details of that night but rather the threats I've been receiving since. Law enforcement in my area is horrendous and I...

It's tragic really. I can only hope that one day I will be able to help others with this painful experience. That's all I have to hold onto I guess (:

Thank you friend <3 I plan on reporting it. Thankfully my therapist advised me to take photos of my wounds and bag my clothes from that night for evidence once I'm ready to come forward. I won't lie though I'm very scared because I can't put all of those boys from that group of friends behind...

They planned it all. I didn't have any reason to fear walking home from my friend's house that night because it was early and in my own neighborhood. While walking past the park I was grabbed and hit in the head. I was still conscious but I kinda wish I wasn't because I recognized these voices...

Thank you friend. you always seem to be here for me when i come back on here. it means more than you know, truly. you're a gift, the world really needs more beautiful souls like you. Thank you again. thank you! I'm fighting this with everything inside me and i truly don't want to give up but...

In desperate need of some hope. I'm alone here and the weight of the world is crushing me and every minute feels like an hour and I just need a little hope right now.. I was to heal so desperately but this is hell.

I just don't want to do this anymore

I can't get the sound of them laughing out of my head. I can't sleep, or eat. I can't stop asking myself why. Why after everything I've been through, why did this have to happen to me...again! I can't cry anymore, I just don't have any thing left in me..I feel numb. How long will I hurt like...

Will they report my situation to the police? There have been threats to to friends and family and I don't want the police to get involved because I'm afraid for them?

I haven't been on this site in a few weeks but I'm so alone right now. I was sexually abused as a child by my neighborhood and have a borderline/narcissistic father who physically and emotionally abused me and my siblings which led to my diagnosis or ptsd and depersonalization disorder. All...

Thank you so much friend (: and yes forgiveness is so important for US to move forward. Glad to hear you were able to do the same! And thank you again for your constant encouragement ❤️