Recent content by Loyal to him

July 31, 2012 Dear self, I know what you are going through it very difficult, the always wondering, the self doubt, the confusion, the hurt, the pain, the heartache, the anger and frustration, the loss of confidence, the not knowing, the losing strength and fighting to find more, all the...

Dear PTSD, I know you must be feeling pretty proud of yourself right now. My fiancé is crashing fast and still isn't ready to admit he needs help. Other people around us, who obviously aren't true to him, are lying about small things for him and covering up his erratic behavior. You must be...

Thank you all very much for the positive words and encouragement. I wrote this straight from my heart. I hope all of you are staying strong and doing alright. It's not easy for anyone, whether a survivor or carer, but stay strong and you are not alone.

July 4, 2012 Dear PTSD, I didn't know much about you in the fall of 2008, didn't hear the rumors or the horror stories; you were more of an unspoken evil that was frowned upon. I knew when my fiancé came home from war he'd be different, a deployment would change him, a death of his friend...

Thank you so much for responding, to be 100% honest, I am not taking that good of care of myself, I am also in college actually taking summer classes right now and I'm struggling in those much less not eating really, not sleeping a whole lot and when I do sleep it isn't restful. I try to make...

Hi, this actually sounds very similar to what I'm going through too. I don't what what's the right thing or the wrong thing, before I really understood what was going on I had heard rumors it was another person and asked him, he said he'd feel the same way if he was in my position and...

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OK thank you so much, I didn't know where to post or anything, thank you! Also thank you for those links!

I honestly don't know what to do anymore, I have done the research and read all I can about PTSD and the military, I have tried talking to my veteran, I've called the numbers, talked to family, and I just don't know what else to do. He got back in 2008 from OEF Afghanistan. We were together...