Recent content by Mover2

At this point, everything is on the table, but my emotions are all over the board. If I could stick to one decision two days in a row, I might do it. lol. Shame is the worst, I had a appt with a SSDI dr. yesterday and I feel I always have a need to explain "in real life, I am not a nut" or...

So sorry, I to have terrible childhood sexual abuse. I just wanted to say hi and you not alone. I also have nobody to talk to and limited ability to even talk about it still - I am 53.

I am considering check myself into a hospital. Has anyone had a positive outcome after doing so? I don’t know what to expect- I am scared.

I know this was a older post, I am also in my 50 s and dealing with the shame ithere are no words.

A social worker just called me and she said she would assist me with food stamps and getting to my appts. and my ssdi stuff. That is good news. The shame is holding my voice back. wow i just figured that out. again thanks, I moved from SA to Colorado last year.

I made myself a appt with a dr for next Friday with a female dr. Ssdi, alerted me yesterday I have a appt with a male dr November 2. I do not want to go to a male dr. I too many issues to list, and would rather just give up. But my heart knows in order for me to get better I need to do this...

Everyday goal, is not to cry. I have successful days but not today. So next goal is not to beat myself up about that.

I am going through the process and yea I feel worthless. I come from a strong family of workers and it seems to be embedded in my mind - not working equals - laziness. I am more fearful of telling my story, I just don't want to tell anyone else, so I am hoping to get approval soon. I did get...

I have been experiencing wetting myself during flashbacks. I also was molested by my biological father for more than 12 years. I also have a lot of is this normal questions. I am 53 and have fallen and right now I cannot get up everything is like a dream.

Thank you.

Hello, I have finally come out with my secret, that I was sexually abused by my father between the ages 6-18 and never spoke of it till now at 53. Everyone (mom & dad) are dead, but to my shock just 2 months or so ago all of my half sister knew about it and did not say a word to me they told...