Hello,
I have finally come out with my secret, that I was sexually abused by my father between the ages 6-18 and never spoke of it till now at 53. Everyone (mom & dad) are dead, but to my shock just 2 months or so ago all of my half sister knew about it and did not say a word to me they told my mom she did not believe them. All that crap does not matter at this point - I am sick, I have been diagnosed with cpstd but I am not sure that I can pull through. I actually thought I was saving everything and thought I was doing the right thing by not saying anything to protect the family- boy I just f*cked myself. My attention span is that of a pea. Feel like I need to lay down.
I have finally come out with my secret, that I was sexually abused by my father between the ages 6-18 and never spoke of it till now at 53. Everyone (mom & dad) are dead, but to my shock just 2 months or so ago all of my half sister knew about it and did not say a word to me they told my mom she did not believe them. All that crap does not matter at this point - I am sick, I have been diagnosed with cpstd but I am not sure that I can pull through. I actually thought I was saving everything and thought I was doing the right thing by not saying anything to protect the family- boy I just f*cked myself. My attention span is that of a pea. Feel like I need to lay down.
