Seems I have been slow at posting, omg how much wrote >.<
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I almost forgot something that means much to me. I was last week with my mum together cand saw my family the first time after the lock down in Germany. I couldn't talk much but open a bit and she was there, sometimes she...
I'm not sure why I actually start this, I was sometimes close to do so, but didn't make it. I just write, it's maybe going to be a mess but maybe can help me when I reread it.
In my introduction I missed some details. During the relationship I started to abuse painkillers to get along with me...
Heya everyone,
I think I should have done this a long time ago, but I never introduced myself and felt a bit uncomfortable to browse and read the stuff posted here so "anonymous".
I'm not a native speaker, I'm a 33 year old female from germany.
I can hardly word it what I been through, but I...