Recent content by ppppts

I’ve thought about it. But I have no concrete evidence. I feel as if he treats me very nice, but I also feel sometimes that I’m treated like an option and not a priority. We spend a lot of time together though, so I think, if I try to consider the way I feel, maybe I am lucky. But it’s very...

I think it was probably related to my ptsd problems. I don’t shiver very much, sometimes when my blood sugar is low, I start shivering, but that was not the reason this time... I could maybe have an eating disorder of some sort, I’ve not really thought so much about it, because I’m not...

I’ve been medicated to that point that I couldn’t have a proper conversation with anyone, I would only think so far as saying yes and no to the things I was able to understand from what people was saying to me. I thought I would never be the same, and that was scary, but I already had PTSD, I...

Yeah I feel really exhausted now a days.. Luckily I have a really kind boyfriend, who really sticks up for me when I have bad times. Unfortunatley, I have a lot of those bad days and bad periods. I don’t know if it’s TMI but I was at the gynecologist today, and for some reason I had like a...

Thank you. That calms me. I guess it's just very difficult sharing some things.

I don't know what to do. I thought it would feel good to share some things here, anonymously. But I feel as if anyone who knows part of my situation, will figure out all the rest of my horrible miserable life. I don't think that anyone I know will search specifically about things that I'm going...

It’s like I don’t mean to do anything bad. But I think I’m being strong by confronting someone, but I’m doing it in the wrong way. I feel as if I may say mean or hurtful things, or I don’t understand most of it, why suddenly people become really strange towards me. And I feel as if I’m very...

It’s not important who it’s about... I want to delete it because I’m scared. And I feel confused because I don’t know if I’ve got any reason to be angry... Or actually I really don’t know how I feel. But it bothers me in some way, this case, and I’m to ashamed to talk with my therapist about it..

How can I delete this??

I thought I posted a thread about some serious jealousy issues, but I couldn’t find it. I was so scared writing about it, like it was a huge step for me to even talk about those things. I’ve known someone who did these things - He asked me for 3-4 weeks to go to see my parents who live far...