Recent content by rosie

You sound like youre talking to your boyfriend now, perhaps a bit more? Are you closer now? I feel very badly isolated today, i tried to stand up for myself that time earlier (first post), and OH MY GOD i have the council (the WHOLE COUNTRY ONE) who decides wether i have a licence to practice...

welcome :) we all get better at our own pace, its hard to feel worthy of others if others have taken advantage of you, i wish you could see yourself through your boyfriends eyes he obviously adores you. I hope you get the help you need :) because your feelings are normal for what you suffered...

Thank you Wonderingwhy for your support by the way, I'm very good at belittling myself, you didn't seem like you were lecturing me at all! I hope I don't see her too often she lives near me. God I hate that woman. I've had an ok week ive apologised to most of the people i shouted at, i have an...

im doing mindfulness CBT at the moment its helping me to cope with the anger and feelings of wanting to control everything. I will have a look through your diary peupeu and see how you are doing. i guess its small steps isnt it everyone has good days and bad days. Are you and your boyfriend...

welcome its lovely to see you opening up about your past, you obviously need to talk about it some more :) all i can say is were here and we all care :) and also not to be ashamed of who you are. you should be patting yourself on the back for bravery.

Welcome to this forum I am pleased youve been brave enough to post your story, I am so glad also youve found a friend who has suffered similarly to you and you managed to tell her you should feel proud. I third the opinion you should definately find a therapist, I found CBT its excellent to tell...

I look forward to reading the musings of an intelligent person in need also, I am glad you've helped yourself by seeking support.

I'm sorry for your loss of innocence when you were younger, how truly awful for you. i am so glad you're seeking the therapy you need, you sound like you have lots of support too from your husband I am so so glad :) talk away to us while he's at work it will be lovely to help you through any...

what sort of therapy are you having by the way? I know of quite a few types. I also used to work with Samaritans so if you ever feel suicidal I will tell you this, there will be light at the end of the tunnel you just can't see it yet you just have to believe and get through every minute at a...

you should never feel pressured into doing work that will upset you, there must be some financial advisers somewhere to help you and also theres lots of agencies who work with disabled people to help you earn a living. you sound like youre doing a brilliant job as a mum although you dont feel...

keep going :) theres no shame writing on here just take a deep breath and write it once and for all, no one will recognise you how can they? its password protected and you haven't put your name and lots of people are in the military :) well done coming this far. I say again we are here to...

Thank you you guys :-) :wave: I feel so supported already :) I keep having really rubbish days recently where everything goes wrong at once but since I realised where my anger is coming from I'm finding it easier to pretend to be happier and calmer and I seem to be telling people more its from...

I've finally realised today how much my demons still haunt me today... A bit of background, I used to be friends with a lesbian girl who was into some weird things like BDSM, I was supportive and non judgemental, and it being quite frankly dangerous I went with her to the special clubs. Sadly...