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You sound like youre talking to your boyfriend now, perhaps a bit more? Are you closer now?
I feel very badly isolated today, i tried to stand up for myself that time earlier (first post), and OH MY GOD i have the council (the WHOLE COUNTRY ONE) who decides wether i have a licence to practice, receiving a reference from my supervisor i am completely f***cked, im so f***king miserable because if i get struck off not only will i have no job, £20,000 debt to pay off but no one wil employ me as i will have to say why i previously lost my job.....
I had to actually phone a lawyer today. never in my life.........
I'm close to giving up hope and im a tryer, i don't give in easily (as you can tell by my first post). I've been well and truly squashed and put out by "the man" i.e. f**k those who have an opinion, rights to free speech, we're in charge if one of our numbers has done wrong we all leap to their defence, it never happend you say she would never do that!! well whose going to believe me? no one. Gutted :( i have NO idea what to do with my life now none. I am so lost and angry and scared and the worst thing is i don't think ive done anything wrong getting angry yet EVERYONE is telling me to get through this i need to show remorse and realise what ive done wrong, i got angry because the supervisor was being a sh*t and no one will believe me!!!!!
I feel very badly isolated today, i tried to stand up for myself that time earlier (first post), and OH MY GOD i have the council (the WHOLE COUNTRY ONE) who decides wether i have a licence to practice, receiving a reference from my supervisor i am completely f***cked, im so f***king miserable because if i get struck off not only will i have no job, £20,000 debt to pay off but no one wil employ me as i will have to say why i previously lost my job.....
I had to actually phone a lawyer today. never in my life.........
I'm close to giving up hope and im a tryer, i don't give in easily (as you can tell by my first post). I've been well and truly squashed and put out by "the man" i.e. f**k those who have an opinion, rights to free speech, we're in charge if one of our numbers has done wrong we all leap to their defence, it never happend you say she would never do that!! well whose going to believe me? no one. Gutted :( i have NO idea what to do with my life now none. I am so lost and angry and scared and the worst thing is i don't think ive done anything wrong getting angry yet EVERYONE is telling me to get through this i need to show remorse and realise what ive done wrong, i got angry because the supervisor was being a sh*t and no one will believe me!!!!!
