Recent content by simplysawa

no not yet, hard to find a decent t to talk to

I keep waking up with terrible anxiety like im already in a panic, my body hurting soaked from sweat. Not every time, but sometimes i remember nightmares. They seem to be getting more vivid. Im trying my best to deal with it, but i feel so scared sometimes , other times i feel so embarresed i...

I think the reason i have hars time falling asleep is cause i grew used to a bed intruder almost nightly, so i would lay awake in bed till i would pass out

Not really on meds just pain meds and a few vitamins, i just started therapy so ive only had one appointment, did my best to sum up things but really cant on why im there. Going again tomorow, really dont want to, but i guess i have to, i dont know what to expext ,just hoping the effort im...

You made a very interesting point . You said premonition, i have had a few premonition or precognitive dreams, knowing things ahead of time can be very distressing, im not sure if its signs or visions from god or something else. They say its not a premotion untill it comes true Opse pressed...

I understand how your feeling, i often come around to those thoughts of seeing no future or oppurtunity to have those things you mentioned. Seems like those thoughts of death come naturally when you see no way to attain the things you want. Certain bugs or incects will die if left in a container...

I remember the watching the original batman very young, and the joker products commercial always stuck in my mind, sneeking suspicion it was real,

Im sorry you are having these nightmares. I get a few recurring nightmares also, not as vivid but they seem to progress over time. Im not sure if it depends on belief system, but if you believe in jesus and can remember in the dream to call out for him it may wake you up. I dont always remember...

Im sure im probably late, im having the same issues but try to get in to the doctor, try and fight that fear ,just get to the doctor, keep trying

Yes i believe and found evidence of it in my life, there is a book i found that is a compilation of over thirty years research , really the best and most information ive found on it in one place, the book is nearly six hundred pages. I havnt finished it yet because it is triggering. I would...

I had a terrible flashback maybe a month or so ago and my anxiety has been so much worse ever since, it comes and goes but when it comes im not sure what to do with myself. I almost thought i wouldnt ever have visual flashbacks because i think it only happened once before and it was super...

Thank you joey, encouragment is always appreciated , it is hard to get to the point of asking for help, it feels like a defeat but it helps to hear that it has improved your quality of life which is what we really need. Its funny they tell me it will take a while like six months to get a...

now that im in the process of applying for assistance weather, its supplemental income or disability, im realizing that the main issue is most likely mental illness. Maybe it was denial but for some reason i didnt think of depression or ptsd as a illness or disease. I did have multiple bouts...

absolutely, it does take a long time to figure these things out. I really feel i stumbled on it. I was researching something that i didn't realise would trigger, i hadn't really been triggered much, at least to my knowledge, and wasn't researching my own memory, just happened to come across some...

It may not be the case, but you may want to look at a list of known triggers for mind control. Its possible you could find one that rings a bell. What i found from research is there are a good number of trigger words,phrases and particular songs that were used as specific triggers. I realize...