Recent content by sonnet

Something happened. A month or more so ago. Between the husband fighting and stress, I finally decided to just STOP/LET GO. To LOVE my husband in the now for his strengths and let him be here for me now like he says he will, while looking beyond the past history, AND, THEN\ ALSO..... with...

I was at a gaming site the other day an a person entered with the name "zipperfish". It hit me immediately. I remembered being a baby and the zipper fish. For those of you who do not know, it is one way a pedophile begins grooming VERY young children. When they are little they know a...

Thank you for your reply WonderWriter, you understood. You understand. It is like you are going through gaslighting, you do not know what to believe. It can't be real. The distress is so very bad. It is wrenching beyond belief.

Mumstheword, I ran out of time, but wanted to say a special thank you to you. You really seemed to understand the pain that I am feeling. Your words made me feel like I was heard and not judged. I cannot express my gratitude. Thank you.

Thank you Rosebud. I am learning the ropes still and will also try to be more specific about what I am looking for in a type of response I would like returned after I post. I am 58 and a well educated woman. I am quite articulate and have kept nothing from him, in fact, I have spelled...

And OMG what makes people think I am stupid and do not talk to him sensibly and openly and tell him what i want and need. I do that. Everyday. HE us the insensitive person. It is NOT me. And as far as his fingers go, that was years ago, I took care of him years ago, He is not in pain! And he...

I've been thinking enough...and although I say that hits home, your .02 is just ... sucky. You think that I have a gift horse I look in the mouth? That maybe just caring more about and loving myself will be all it takes? And telling me to STOP telling everyone on the internet how justified my...

yeah that is hitting home. Thank you for saying that Enough

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Morning now. My senses tingle, I am all nerves. So much more. He has stopped touching and kissing me. i ask but nothing. He says he loves me more than anything, but I feel so undesired. And when I ask him he gets mad and does this thing like...Now that you have asked me you are going to have...

I feel crazy. I know my health is bad. Yes, I am not completely right in the head. I even fell (again) out of bed at 2am last night running away...nuff said. Fell on my knee replacement and other bad knee. Been nearly 5 months after knee replacement and still have PT twice a week. I have...