Recent content by Ti Vu

This has probably been covered countless times, but is it normal to not want to leave my house? I really tried to get out more in the beginning by going to the mall or going skating or taking long walks, but recently, I just feel really anxious/scared of leaving home. Too many people and...

Reviving. I used to swear excessively, I feel, before all of this. Every sentence I spoke or thought I had contained at least one F and one S. Sometimes more. Most of the time more. Never gave it too much thought or used it out of frustration, surprise or anger, it was just "a part of me", I...

Blank. Don't exactly know how to describe it. Neutral. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not.

Checking in again. Been getting more sleep as of late (thankfully). Not so bad with the heart racing and jolting awake, but I still get one or two nightmares/bad dreams a night that make me wake up for a bit.

I put that everything's kinda messy but I sorta know where to find things. There's a lot of things, random stuff and knick-knacks around my family's home and my own desk. We don't really throw things away too often. Everything either has another use or has some sentimental value attached to it...

Congratulations! :)

I spend most if my days plugged into my iPod, or just listening to music in general. Ever since I was a little(r) guy. I've been just adding and adding onto my interests, but at the moment, a lot of kinda uplifting, light modern pop like Lady Gaga and Katy Perry. Lana Del Rey's amazing. Cumbia...

I'm going to go to Target to pick out some patio furniture for my mom:) and I should start studying Math for the upcoming semester. Haven't done any in two years, so this'll be rather daunting.

Reviving. I voted for hyperarousal a while back, but very thankfully, that has lessened. For the time being. In the long run, I think the triggers are the worst. Mine are very common things. Technology, for example. Social media. It's everywhere today. I hear about it and my brain'll just run...

I understand you, bedtime anxiety is absolutely horrible. The constantly interrupted sleep only to wake up with my heart racing. At the moment, it's 2pm to around 4-5pm. At least I'm able to ground/distract myself more now. Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me:) and I hope...

Justice.

I think that there is a silver lining:) Today, at least. I would still give absolutely anything to go back, to before the experience. But I know I can't. But now I actually feel true purpose in my life. My psychologists always talk to me about "The Wounded Healer", and they think that I'm...

I'm not artistic by any means, but I enjoy drawing and painting a lot. A lot of letter forms. Calligraphy, Script, Block letters, organic style lettering/making them look like animals or monsters/kaiju, cartoony versions of characters from movies, tv shows, comics, or games I like. I also...

I hang out on channel 58-3, Create, a lot. It has a bunch of cool cooking shows like Lidia's Italy/Kitchen, America's Test Kitchen, Simply Ming, all that good stuff and Antenna TV, which shows classics like Three's Company, The Ropers, and Too Close For Comfort. Good laughs:) Also TBBT, I Love...

First and foremost, that's a very brave move and sometimes the hardest. But I'm glad that you are reaching out. And you couldn't have chosen a better place:) and happy almost 18 months on being med/drug free:) It's definitely difficult to come to terms with, but, it happened. Whatever "it" may...