Recent content by WinnieThePoohChris

I have friends, I dont know who, where or how to connect with them. I am not alone but feel it. There's a war going on inside me which seems to be for my soul. I am unbroken and cannot be broken. I stand a line alone but it is unseen and unknown. Saying that feels like I cheapen any actual...

Hey, not with agoraphobia itself, with anything i think its important to take a step, no matter how big or small. Take a small step, give your self time to adjust, then try for another, maybe another day or time but every step you take is a step in the right direction.

Welcome. Its sometimes easy to label yourself and you will be your worse critic. Focus on what you do like and enjoy maybe. Important to eat, if you dont fancy anything in particular something comforting or easy?

And is it anger?

Is everyone angry?

If you stop trying, your abuser is still abusing you. Keep trying, you cannot connect and be understood by everyone. May need to change some things, try to work on them. Small steps forward still steps forward.

I have been on and off again with drink. Recently due to being drugged, most recently by the chef in the hotel I'm at. Don't know what, had it before elsewhere, suddenly find myself smoking more, drinking, other bad habits. Think its a cream of some sort but dont know what can cause that.

Anyone remember or know "the game"? Known to ruin lives and cause mental health problems.

@In the weeds hope you're doing ok

I should, there is so much going on and I seem to be alone dealing with it. Any information seems like a good idea. Shouldn't say it in the open really, but hey, even someone being abusive here is knowledge I need.

Bothers me more that they can affect others on here.

There are new people that post on here, that are there to bully, abuse and more. Parts of my life being rephrased, remade with abusive opinions, bad attitudes that others have tried to make me accept or make out I have. Some words and phrases taken verbatim... doesn't mean its me or how I think...

He's very lucky to have a mouse like you

I often feel desire, the question is often more along the lines of, is it valid, is it allowed, is it returned. Same as many i think. Sometimes have to trust the answer is yes to all of them in normal situations. A minefield trying to phrase right. Or flip the questions, why wouldn't it be...

Easier said than done sometimes. Was it? Not all coincidences are coincidences, not all psychosis symptoms are psychosis. No I dont think they refer to me, a couple may in relation to my posts, some I refer to as I find them helpful or informative.