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Pigs will be pigs.

As always, my dog.

My brain.

Husqvarna fe 350s.

I have always felt unworthy on an unconscious level. 15 months ago I splurged on a new dirt bike, a really good one. I ride it in the desert almost everyday. When I ride everything else gets tuned out. It is a great stress reliever. I recently had new floors put in the house and I am buying...

Wow. I understand struggle. I started running away when I was 9 to escape the violence. When I went to law school I had no money. I lived on a small sailboat for years. I could not stand up in it. I had no car so I bicycled everywhere. I spent many hours reading law in cafes just for a...

I salute you. I have considered changing my name too. I have blocked all my family except for my brother. I don’t want to be associated with any of them. Maybe it is a wishful thinking that it would make any difference. I have a strong desire to live a no tracer life.There is so much pain...

I have been really losing it lately. This has been going on a few months which seems to coincide with a few things. One, my therapist started talking about narcissistic abuse. I didn’t know anything about it so I started reading. This caused me a lot of emotional discomfort. I thought all my...

Arizona?

I am really not sure anymore.

Oh, I will test it out.

Ummm, a gummy.

I cheated. My trainer has me doing a cleanse so my diet is really restricted. Tonight I rebelled and had a flour tortilla with chicken, cheese and green chili. It was good.

So far, just my little dog Lulu and at weirdo in the mirror.

I find that doing the hard stuff like engaging with others is the only way I will improve. I just force myself to do it and it gets easier. If I just isolate at home nothing changes, I just isolate at home.

I love little dogs, so much more together than people.

The thing about Christmas for many of us is that it reminds us of the family we never had.

I have long had difficulties through the holidays. I really looking forward to them being done. I have been no contact with all my family since early April with the exception of my brother. I was planning on going to California and hanging out with the gal I have been seeing but with the...

Sorry for the slow response I had some medical issues this week. The ramifications for me have been beyond belief. I was married for 28 years. During that time I lost all sense of self. I could not tell what was real. I thought I was losing my mind. I believed all my perceptions were...

John O Groats to Lands End, the classic bicycle touring route.

I want to do a bicycle or motorcycle tour there, that is amazing scenery.

Congrats.

You are spot on, we are the only species that fouls its own nest.

Thanks. I am beginning to think I stuff my anger around people I care about and then I get pushed to far for too long and then some A hole conveniently arrive and I let go. I really don’t like loosing it like that. Even though the circumstances may have justified it I feel ashamed for not...

Sorry for the slow response, I had a severe medication reaction and spent the night in the ER. I live in a small town 50 miles from the interstate highway. No one wants to deliver here because of the distance and skinny streets. They gave me a week window for the delivery and insisted I do it...