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hey everyone, I have been so blessed to see how much people actually care and care for my wellbeing:) I am blessed to have this supportive group in my time of distress. I am so grateful to call you guys my friends and my family! You guys are amazing! Thank you for checking up on me all the time...

i have a fear of emergency rooms, I've only ever been sent to the psych ward from here. I have to stay overnight and a utterly terrified. I didn't have the heart for my husband to get up out of bed to be with me. Can someone just PM me and we will talk from there.

I think I'm just going to start typing and see what comes out. I haven't been going to therapy for 6 weeks now and I feel like I am regressing. I'm putting myself back in the shell I was in before I was in therapy. I'm constantly in a state of dissociating (mostly of the mind). I can hear...

is it bad that most of the time I just shut everything off. I've been sick with food poisoning and still have pains from it. But since I got it, it has been difficult for me to regulate my emotions, I feel out of control again. And because it's difficult for me to regulate them, I have just shut...

So for the last like 10 years, that I can remember, it's been way more excessive the last 3 maybe, I scratch my head to get all the stuff off, eat the stuff (clean out under my nails) and continue scratching. I'm not itchy. I've made myself bleed, I don't know why I do this... I don't even know...

I was talking to the man who I am going to see on Friday for a new approach to therapy. I don't know what set me off while talking to him but after I got off the phone with him I immediately called my husband and almost straight broke into tears (I NEVER do that).... What the hell is going on...

Getting drowned out by the sounds of others As always Getting shut out because of being a loner As always I'm damaged goods that not even anyone here really cares As always Just repeat to yourself; you're shit, you suck, you deserve this... As always You're screaming now, screaming to be...

UGH! All I can think of is What is so Freaking Special about this PSYCHOPATH that he wont leave my brain, yeah he messed me up big time but you know what, LEAVE YOU POS! LEAVE! You're not welcome here anymore. I have been triggered since Friday about my ex. Oh you know the one who raped, choked...

I have dissociated since Christmas Eve. My brother is homicidal. hes been verbally abusive to me since I was little and I finally snapped after having too much to drink. I feel bad and my family has shunned me even though I have apologized, I really am dissociated and hating myself. Cutting...

My heart hurts. My body aches. I feel empty inside. The blood is my only choice. Shed some she says you'll feel better, less dead. You'll always be broken bitch, try all you want, you will never succeed. I want to be accepted, I want to be loved, I don't want to be that scared child cowering in...