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Kind of on my last nerve. After trying to face my demons and thinking about it too much I feel completely empty. I keep snapping at the dumbest things. I've broken two teeth - to the point where there is not much left to salvage - just from gritting my teeth in anxiety. I've lost my motivation...

Hey there, Just needed somewhere to vent I guess. I feel like every day is a struggle. Does this ever get easier? I reckon mentally my association with the best it's ever going to be is distorted. I never had a chance to be or feel normal. I'm afraid of being happy sometimes because my head...

Hey there, Been a while since I wrote. I've been putting on a facade that I'm happy go lucky lately. Everybody seems to buy it and they think I'm fine. Just like I want them to. Figured also that if I fake it long enough it'll be real. But that's not working so far... I'm emotionally numb...

I've been having flashbacks the last couple of weeks and have noticed I have gaps in my memory. For example, I can't remember what I've been doing the last week. I feel like there are days missing when this happens. I remember snippets. But it feels like a faded old memory, not something recent...

One thing that hurts a lot is the fact that I'm a bloke and was sexually abused as a child, and then subsequently as a teenager, makes me feel emasculated. Logically I know it's nonsense and it does not make me any less of a man. But emotionally I feel like someone strips my confidence away...

Hi there, I'm new to the forum. I'm not much of a talker but I'm feeling so bad right now I felt I needed to reach out to people who get it and can maybe give me some advise. I have complex PTSD from childhood trauma and abuse and have in the past had brushes wish suicide. I'll keep it vague...