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okay, today was therapy day, it was very positive. I'm learning to recognise my symptoms sometimes and get back some control. I also had my letter following an appointment with the mental health service re diagnosing PTSD along with major depression anxiety and borderline personality disorder...

I have been on mitrazapine for almost a year not but have had venaflaxine added in on day two and feel really odd nauseous like motion sickness no appetite. Is this normal

Okay so some of you will know me from over a year ago when my delayed onset PTSD was diagnosed after I had a nervous break down after I got assaulted at work which brought my childhood trauma crashing down on me. My partner didn't know how to deal with me, we became so distant and I ended up in...

Well I used to spend a lot of time on here the last time I was on here was in July when I was in a psychiatric unit, I left there split up with my husband was made homeless and refused any access to my children. I was accused of being an alcoholic. I met another partner went to court got the...

I'm so sad but I can't see any future of happiness. Just the daily struggle of rushing to work not really seeing or spending quality time with my children. This is my last post. I hope everyone's improves my best wishes.

I'm a self harmer of old. Last night I had awful emotional flash backs. I got drunk drove my car really stupid but wanted to get home. I got home and felt so alone. My family are all away as are my friends. I tried to unsuccessfully to end it I even went up the road and not across the street I...

I'm feeling particularly anxious I don't normally drink coffee but trying to over come sedative effect of meds. Having fluttery chest and severe restlessness. Only had two cups. Is caffeine the causes of my excessive anxiety

Okay so I desperately want to go back to work having trouble with meds but I want to go back. My gp wants my work to amend hours before I get a fit note, my school want the fit note first. So grabbing the proverbial bull by the horns and going to my consultant in half an hour to one sort my meds...

Okay so after doing my good deed for the day I thought I would log them here to celebrate some good things no matter how big or small please join me. Today I gave my wedding dress to my cleaner, she was saying she couldn't afford one and is getting married in two weeks. She is my size so I got...

So I got woken up this morning woken by builders coming to install solar panels not great when you have had a bad dream and are soaked from waist to knee. After pulling my mortified self together I hide my panicking trembling self in the garden curled in my egg chair. I then have to do the...

Okay so after some god damn awful side effects I want off these meds. I have stopped taking all of these today. And other than slight fluttering of anxiety. I actually feel awake for the first time in ages. Is this as bad as it gets?

Having a roughy time don't know who I can trust, two glasses of wine down and I'm tipsy I wish I had more but there is no more in the house. And my husband will go spare if I go buy some. My friends said they would be there for me but are ignoring me. My husband is so frustrated he always seems...

Yet I have convince Dr and wrk to let me back on first July woohoo

Well after a few days of rubbish ness, I have to say I feel like a burden to everyone around me. My husband says he cant trust me, and one of my best friends is distancing herself. I just want out but have two children, I have to keep going.

so here goes... I feel completely alone. I loose everyone in my life the only thing I can think of is the common denominator is me. So it all started when I was 6 my dad left for another woman he came back twice but the third time my mum kicked him out. I was 9 when he finally left. And since...

Okay so i have been told to write my nightmares down. So I thought I would create a tread so people could write their dreams down if you wish. So after drifting off after being in the chat room. I move straight into the middle of an old town and I am aware I have to hide quickly. Other wise...

wowcwoken up tingling skin all over any one else get this?

well today albeit with the help of one of my best friends, I managed to go into and getting the shopping and pay all without having a major panic attack. I had a few minor jumps and had to hold on to Soph but I did it without running, screaming crying or vomiting. And today I have come to stay...

My story. I'm going to be blunt and straight to the point. ever feel like your going to explode with everything returning. Well here goes. I am from a broken marriage both my parent got remarried when I was 11. This introduced my stepsister into my life. She seemed to like me straight away. But...

Well I would appreciate any advice on how to help my husband accept me. I have PTSD with delayed onset only just diagnosed having had what I can only describe as a breakdown in January. I now can't deal with noise or lots of people. I have a super heightened startle reflex. Which my husband has...

Hi there I'm currently suffering stomach flu. I'm struggling to keep anything down. The pharmacist said I should skip meds 60mg Prozac and 75mg seroquel until I can keep light food down. I have been up all night I still have very cranky tummy but haven't vomited in a while can I take them? I'm...

Well this is me, I have only just been diagnosed with delayed onset PTSD, I feel very isolated and my therapist recommended I read the books advertised here. And looking I can see actually I'm not completely alone. Can you recover from this, (I'm sorry it's all very new) or will I just learn to...