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  1. J

    Worst Ptsd Epidode To Date.

    Hodge, how long did it take for you to get the Medicaid approved and start using it? I wish I could use snap for personal needs. I was given a $20 spot from someone I know so I was able to get some toilets paper yesterday, laundry stuff and dish soaps. With my coupons it came out to just under...
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    Worst Ptsd Epidode To Date.

    I run a non profit charity where I save pigs. I raise funds and organize transports and medical bills. That does keep me quite busy. I have to really make myself stay at it though. I love my non profit but you know how it is when your sick it's hard to do the smallest of tasks. Thankfully were a...
  3. J

    Worst Ptsd Epidode To Date.

    I did apply for food stamps and because I had no income I was granted expedited services. I will receive $148 for the month of July and on the 12th of each month after I will receive $194. She approved me for a year and I won't have to check in with her unless my situation changes in some way...
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    Worst Ptsd Epidode To Date.

    I do have a lawyer. I did everything myself until I got to the point where I need to see the ADJ. when I got to that point I handed it all off to a firm specializing in disability claims. She said there's nothing we can do to speed things up. I do have my starte rep and senator inquiring about...
  5. J

    Worst Ptsd Epidode To Date.

    I have been really withdrawn for a few months and I felt a episode brewing, but I ignored it thinking I was being paranoid. Well I just lost it! I have several stress factors in my life, but who doesn't? This has been the worst episode or breakdown whichever you prefer to call it to date. In all...
  6. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    I was born numb........ I really do believe this. I cannot ever remember feeling like I see other people acting out their feelings. I do not have any deep attachment to anyone or anything. I am not saying that I do not love anyone, or care for anyone, I just do not have a deep attachment. For...
  7. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    I wanted to write tonight, lots on my mind. But I have just been alerted of some drama in my family that has the potential to be more than just drama. I hopefully will be able to write late tonight or tomorrow if I do not have to leave town. Just a quick note... Therapy went very well today...
  8. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    Most unfortunate there is only one doctor in the clinic that I go to. I am in a very rual area and resources are far and few here, especially in this area. But you better believe there are more than enough churches and cigarette stores to go around. Our county developer apparently gets paid to...
  9. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    I am suffering from a massive headache today and I can not identify if it related to the nasty wet cold weather we are having or if its my anxiety over going to the therapist today and make a decision if I should keep going there or not after the doctors inappropriate words last week. Either way...
  10. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    I totally respect you for being a vegetarian, I just cannot made that change. While I am not a big fan of pork, chicken or beef I do consume small amounts of it. Too much of it and I do not feel well at all. But fish (fresh water) and seafood I cannot break away from at all. But I cannot eat any...
  11. J

    User Map

    Mine is showing me about 70 miles west and north of where I actually am.
  12. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    My head hurts.... I knew I was being completely realistic when I chose to allow myself three days per room to deep clean. My ADD and brain fog are in full force today, especially the ADD! I must have jumped tasks at least a dozen times and then forget, only to look over and see that I did not...
  13. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    Push push push.... My home life has suffered greatly in my times of "shut down" mode. After the meltdown that I had almost two weeks ago and the subsequent period of non-rest in mind body and soul I have had to dig deep to find a way to bring myself out of this and start attacking things that...
  14. J

    What Is Your Inner Animal Spirit?

    I am a bull. I am stubborn, and trust no one, always ready to rear my head when I feel threatened.
  15. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    Today I was thrown to the wolves so to say. I seem a new psych, and for the life of me I have idea why. But I knew from the moment I stepped back in the back of the office that things were going south. First of all a nurse weighed me on some inflated scales. These scales were showing me 20...
  16. J

    Relationship Is It Ptsd Or That He Is An Introvert?

    Sandi79, it sounds like you are doing a fantastic job of respecting his wishes. Just keep caring for him, and when he feels comfortable he will come out of his shell a little at a time as his mind and body allow him. I know people worry when someone they love does not contact them. I am bad bout...
  17. J

    Relationship Is It Ptsd Or That He Is An Introvert?

    I am like your boyfriend, I do not like to talk about my problems, I spend probably 90% of my time alone and prefer it that way. For me, I always liked being alone as long as I can remember, but I know it got worse after my first PTSD meltdown. Only a doctor could tell you for sure if your...
  18. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    I am not a MORNING PERSON.... I curse the morning and today is no different. I pretty much have a full agenda today of things I must do, and had them perfectly timed as to not clash with each other. This morning was not typical at all to say the least. Last night I had everything laid out for...
  19. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    @torturedsoul7402 I have heard that rabbits are smart! What kind is yours? A rabbit would be a really cool pet to have for sure. I bet its awesome to cuddle up with him.
  20. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    I got a little daring today in the kitchen.. I made quiona and put summer veggies in it, some fajita seasoning I got in Texas, and some strawberry preserves. And I served it with a slab of ribs that I marinated with jerk marinade. It all turned out most excellent! I will be glad when my...
  21. J

    Other Temporomandibular joint disorder

    I have TMJ as well. I grinded my back teeth down pretty bad and even cracked some teeth from clenching and grinding so much.
  22. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    LOL.... No I do not have a rabbit... I was referring to salad greens like spinach, lettuce etc lol. I would however like to raise some goats if I were to choose a non domesticated animal to raise. I have a small farm complete with bran, however I have up to this point, only had horses. If I...
  23. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    Why am I planting 216 cells of seed? Can I really tend to this many plants plus what I have already, plus the plans to get the grow light under the cabinet next week for the herbs and gourmet rabbit food? This is huge responsibility.
  24. J

    Other Chronic fatigue syndrome

    @Barberian they are very closely related. Also getting a doctor to listen can sometimes be hard. I know a woman who has fibro and I lent her my ultrasound wand and it done wonders for her. You may want to check into one. I purchased mine on amazon for around $70 (including the ultrasound gel) ...
  25. J

    Stuck In The Hourglass

    Sunday thoughts,,,,, I sometimes feel the need to purge everything except for a few must have basics like a few changes of clothes so that no one has to deal with my stuff in the event that I am no longer of the existing population. I try to refrain from purging to that extent though so I have...
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