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I have been really withdrawn for a few months and I felt a episode brewing, but I ignored it thinking I was being paranoid. Well I just lost it! I have several stress factors in my life, but who doesn't? This has been the worst episode or breakdown whichever you prefer to call it to date. In all...

With an hourglass you have to keep turning it over when the sand runs out to make the sand move again. With me I feel like someone else is in control and keeps turning the hour glass over so that the same thing happens again and again. The glass is too thick for me to break no matter how hard I...

My trauma has happened again, and I do not mean I am reliving it through flashbacks. This is a new episode, but same outcome. I am just trying to hang tight until my mental health office opens up in a few hours to see if I can get an emergency session, my only fear with that is that I will have...

I am so glad the holidays are over, now the spin down begins. I've been in bed all day for the exception of taking my son to subway for a bite to eat. I'm not religious so I really have no reason the celebrate, however my family is religious and do celebrate and insist that I participate. I...

Since June I have not been able to work not only because of my PTSD symptoms but because of a back and or neck problem as well. The pain in my neck and the other pain that goes along with it led my doctor to send me for an X=ray. That was in September, he said I showed signs of Degenerative Disk...

I suppose I've lost another job. At least this one lasted nearly 3 years. This is revealing myself somewhat but I drive a truck with my husband, we team. I drive the night shift so I am not bothered as much by traffic, people, etc. I get in my little bubble and I am fine. Its not easy, I am...

After being off meds and out of Therapy (T) for over 2 years I start again on the 25th. I had given up and thought I was doing good, my symptoms never went away, but I was doing decent enough that I thought I could go without them. Then things started getting bad again the last few months so I...

If you are having one of your dreams where you are reliving a situation or you are having a nightmare based on fears and you get woke up by someone or your alarm do you have to go back to sleep and start all over? For instance, I will be sleeping, I am in the middle of one of my dreams it does...

Hello, I have had PTSD since 1999, but it took years to get a correct diagnosis. I was told I was majorly depressed, I was BiPolar, I was lazy, I needed to just get over things.... I have had problems holding down a job my entire life, especially after PTSD. I have been at my current job for...