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So, I went to the ER because I could hardly breath and was hyperventilating so bad that I almost passed out... The DR ran many tests and concluded that it was anxiety. Now, a week later, it's still happening and my "confusion spells" are back. My confusion spells make my vision dim and I see...

OK, so, last night a thought occurred to me. One that I don't have an answer to and thought maybe I could find one here. I have a serious problem with friends. I always think I annoy them, I'm always scared they are going to leave me, etc etc. So, last night was when the thought occurred to...

So, I was honestly looking more forward to new years than Christmas. The idea of starting over where I currently am sounded amazing. Then came the New Year resolution which I never do. Maybe its time to forgive and forget. Forget everything bad and move on. And with that, put my walls back...

I decided I should make a thread here so I can express my feelings better and basically have a diary. Tomorrow I'll write out my trauma and problems I've gone through...good practice or when I talk to my best friend. Right now I am pretty upset. My dad is trying-again- to get off of his...

Okay, I feel like a spammer for posting last night and then again tonight, sorry! Do you guys ever feel guilty, like you've committed a crime, because you opened up? I have an entire life's worth of stuff I keep hidden from everyone. Sometimes, when I feel desperate, I open up. On here I...

So... I get confusion spells (disassociation, I think?)...and lately when I get hit I see a past video game I used to love and play. My guess is that it was my safe place and I return to it in my CS (confusion spell). Well... it's been driving me insane and I'm finally getting a new...

I was looking for a particular picture and somehow it led me to all of these pictures from Georgia. My anxiety shot through the roof, my chest hurt, my hands shook. I only moved from there August. Is it normal to already have PTSD problems with it? I'm gonna get my parents to buy me a Serenity...

Ugh... I wrote this whole thing out and then it deleted it all...guess I'll try again... Happy Thanksgiving from the US! Hope everyone had a great one! So, yesterday my mom and I went to the store to get our ingredients for today. On our way home a we got pulled over for a tag problem since...

This is mostly me venting but any replied you can offer would be great. I just go through another full-blown possible disassociation spell. I usually try to push the images out of my head but I wound up trying to identify the images I saw. I couldn't, I have some guesses, but it's mostly...

Alright, so, unexpectedly my mom tells my dad about my "possible" disassociation problems. (See my other threads for details) Well, my dad tells her about how he had the EXACT same thing around my age. So, the next day or so we get to talking and he tells me about them. His are mostly the...

I am absolutely broken hearted right now. I put all of my trust into one person, one. I thought I was safe with somebody in another country far, far away, but I was wrong. I told her everything. All of my thoughts, everything. Well, in the chat we use, they have to have moderators and we...

Alright, I posted before about confusion spells (You can look under the flashbacks page in the forum), well, I kept feeling as if I was losing memories. Like, for a split second, I didn't know where I was or what I was doing. But it was so quick I wasn't even sure it existed. Well, now it...

Hi. I have had PTSD for ten years, I am seventeen now. My father is a recovering alcoholic. There was a lot of yelling and things breaking in my early childhood, then as I got older, things became worse. I was never abused, but the emotional and fears of it all was more than enough to cause...

I ran into this page while researching my problems and decided that I might find help here. For the past, maybe six months, I've been having what I call "Confusion spells". Suddenly, inside my head I'll see and hear certain things. They are usually a video game I played years ago (During a bad...